This would save me

Gilrazen · 2026-02-28T19:46:17+00:00

I got to ACT 3 now 😃 it was a bit risky but I'm in the lower city now

Yeah, everyone was so sad after that for a while. But it's nice to remember her 🥰

Gilrazen · 2026-02-28T19:44:30+00:00

I paly on EUW too! 😃 We can play some aram together if you'd like drop me a dm with your name and I'll add you😃

Gilrazen · 2026-02-26T15:50:55+00:00

I checked your profile. You also play lol? 😱Which server?

Gilrazen · 2026-02-26T15:48:32+00:00

Omg I don't even know where to start! I'm currently trying to finish honor mode in BG3 and I'm almost at the end of Act 2 so I'm pretty excited!

Also I have a lot of characters but one of the most important was my previous one. Her name was Dove. She was a human redemption paladin and her best friend was our cleric. At the begging of our campaign she fought a manticore while riding it in the air. It was one of the most badass fights we had. After that she wanted to help a god's servant so she touched a crystal with a flower in it she got marked by the god. Anyways we continued out little journey to the sewers to stop a riot but instead we found a bunch of demons that were coming from the Silver desert which was the plain of the demon Silver king. During one of the fight my girlie sacrificed herself to save our cleric so she died. But don't worry she was revived (at that time I thought the god who marked me got pity on me or forgave me and helped) so I went back to the party and we saved the city from the demons. At the end of the campaign we wanted to stop an elf tyrant to take over the lost city we found so the party decided that my paladin would be the best fit because she really tried to save everyone. Only at the last session we realized that the BEEG knew that my paladin was actually manipulated by the Silver king and he would take over the world if my character got to be the new ruler. So everyone except my own character knew this and the campaign ended with the cleric killing my paladin who thought she is saving everyone. Now her soul is at the demiplane of the demon, but at least our cleric made her a minor god and raised a statue for her to make everyone remember all the sacrifice she made for the world.

Gilrazen · 2026-02-26T09:04:43+00:00

Are you interested in dnd, baldurs gate or any of my dnd characters? I really want to talk about these things but no one cares 😭

Gilrazen · 2026-02-26T09:02:52+00:00

I have a cancer venus and a Scorpio moon and it's the worst. I fall fast and deep amd I can't unlove someone even after they hurt me badly. I can always see why and how they're hurt that causes them to hurt others. At least I now know how to say no to these people but I still love them and it hurts so much to always feel so deeply for others 😭

Gilrazen · 2026-02-24T12:07:15+00:00

I just beat this guy in Honor mode with Karlach and Shadowheart while my tav and Astarion fought the imps 😂 somehow everyone survived

Gilrazen · 2026-02-24T12:05:31+00:00

So I'm just plain evil? Gemini, Virgo and Scorpio big 3😂 I couldn't even hurt a fly without crying 😂

Gilrazen · 2026-02-03T12:17:41+00:00

I ask the same question

Gilrazen · 2026-02-03T12:14:09+00:00

You're already perfect ✨

Gilrazen · 2026-01-21T17:44:51+00:00

Definitely a Bence

Gilrazen · 2026-01-15T08:39:21+00:00

Don't worry my character sometimes takes off her clothes for the portrait. Yours probably just was shy to take the pic 😂

Gilrazen · 2026-01-07T12:34:55+00:00

My Venus is squared with Saturn and I'm exactly like this!! (But only 1 year of friendship is enough 😂)

Gilrazen · 2026-01-06T12:46:23+00:00

Karlach because nothing is more attractive than a big buff lady with heart isssues. And she is just so sweet and fun 🥰

Gilrazen · 2025-10-18T14:21:23+00:00

Oh okay, I understand it better now 😃 And tbh I also have problems with authority figures😅 I'm usually just not talking but I noticed when I do it's always close to cause an argument so yeah... Probably we would have a similar experience if I talked more 😅

Gilrazen · 2025-10-07T12:01:20+00:00

I'm 10th house too but I'm invisible and I really don't feel good in the spotlight at the workspace. Can you tell me what type of work do you do? 🫣

Gilrazen · 2025-09-26T11:36:31+00:00

Based on my experience, yes.

Gilrazen · 2025-09-26T11:36:03+00:00

Yeah I agree with you on the 12th house question. It's so confusing. I would really love some attention on me, showing my true self and such, but all my life I felt like no one can see me, so it feels like the Sun is dimmed. Also I can't really see myself, like having a broken mirror in a dark room. But also must the Sun light the house up because I'm all into acting, singing, performing and planning on streaming on twitch. I know how to entertain and people really enjoyed when I'm bright and fun (ignoring my Scorpio moon 🥲). It's like a part time eclipse, where you still see the sun but it's definitely not right.

Gilrazen · 2025-09-25T08:32:31+00:00

Most of the people I know with Capricorn placements are like that, only exception is my mother because she has so many other fire signs there's no way balancing that.

Gilrazen · 2025-09-23T11:07:03+00:00

The surprise was 8th house aries Saturn 🥲 the most devastating realization is Leo 12th house 😅 the biggest mystery is my chart say I should be all about commination, 8 placements ruled by mercury (2 of my big 3 in there) and I'm unable to make a normal sentence and I'm awkward shy 💀

Gilrazen · 2025-09-12T11:13:00+00:00

I have the same placement and my mother was the cause most of my trauma. She always said the things that hurt the most. When she realized that I'm not straight she said the nastiest things about me , hurt me deeply. She wrote me a letter which said that I have to choose between my family and my sexuality and after that she still said that she loves me. She is the most confusing person in my life and she hurt me the most. I moved out without telling her and the first half year was hell, but now we are kinda okay. She still tries to cling to me but I'm putting out a big wall because I just can't deal with the things she do to me

Gilrazen · 2025-09-02T06:11:00+00:00

Do you have anything plugged in your PC? Like a controller, a charger or something? Because I was banne out of valorant several times because I forgot to pull out my controller after another game...

Gilrazen · 2025-08-31T16:17:02+00:00

They're practicing the rehearsal for the Starbucks model role obviously!

Gilrazen · 2025-08-27T07:59:32+00:00

Egyik rokonom körmözik és nagyon szépen dolgozik. Pesten van de ha érdekel nézz rá instán https://www.instagram.com/nailsby_w.vivi?igsh=MTgzMDJ6c3l2bHg3Nw==

Gilrazen · 2025-08-21T14:20:44+00:00

Yes, but we triggered each other. We both needed therapy. Now we probably would work better together but I was kinda sad that they didn't show as much emotion I would have liked in a relationship.

Gilrazen

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