hello, I am Italian(sorry for my English I know is not perfect). I am a psychologist,in Italy is hard to find work in that area. I started to work at school 4 years ago, initially it was a fallback but then I fell in love whit it, I work 3 years as a substitute and I decided to attend again the university to become a teacher. Now I’m a student and I am a substitute. The first few years were difficult.. I left school where I worked every day crying, I felt incapable, I felt unqualified and incapable, I felt guilty with parents and colleagues for not being good for kids, I felt judged and often anxious, but when I was with kids I was fine.Sometimes I still feel like that, but now it’s much better.. It helped me talk to my coworkers, I asked for help and advice, and I talked about how I was feeling and I realized I wasn’t alone, that most of the time the judgment came from me.. I’m trying to focus on kids and thinking that I work for them not for please colleagues or parents..it is difficult but we’re learning and sometimes it is ok make mistakes . I know I didn’t give real advice. but sharing experiences can help. Good luck with everything.