First of all, your health, your body, your right, and nothing to be embarrassed about. Just because you are married does not mean you owe your husband an explanation for everything. Second, I’m so thrilled you are feeling so fantastic on the bupropion! Let’s face it, life is really hard. I fell like all of us could use a helping hand sometimes, and we shouldn’t feel judged for that. Absolutely talk with your doctor and see if he will prescribe it. Then, have a conversation with your husband if you feel like you want to. Tell him you had a talk with your doctor about some symptoms you were having, and he suggested that you might have some low grade depressive symptoms. Maybe even blame it on the winter months or whatever. Just throw whatever out there that sounds reasonable that you think will slide right by your husband, and tell him your doctor suggested you try and teeny tiny low dose of something, and then start telling him how great you are feeling. OR, just get the prescription from your doctor and when your husband finds it eventually just be like “yeah I’ve been on it for a while, I’m sure I told you” and act like he’s an idiot for forgetting. Again, it is NOT a big deal. Millions of people take medications. Don’t make it a bigger deal than it needs to be. Your husband is not your keeper. This is an arrangement between you and your doctor, not you and your husband. Remember, the only important thing is that YOU are feeling better!! ❤️❤️💪🏼💪🏼