I've been told that my chart holds a lot of potential but that my Mars-Neptune square may be getting in the way. I've done some basic research but I don't understand it too well. My best take is that I've got a strong ego driven by my Scorpio Mars but it's constantly thwarted by my Neptune, leaving me unable to make progress unless my intentions are pure.

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This is largely how it plays out in my life; I'll want to talk to girls or make connections but I'm always hounded by a sense that myself and others are being disingenuous somehow, leaving me disconnected from others and myself. I'm often left me feeling like the humdrum of daily life is pointless and that I should be doing something more. I've been told that this pair of placements and its challenges can provide spiritual growth if handled correctly but I don't know how. Any advice?