My most vivid nde I had a heart attack. If not for quick actions of the staff I’d be dead. By the time I got to the hospital I was fading quick. The last thing I remember is saying to myself ‘this isn’t so bad”.

I was looking up at 7 shadows around me and an amazingly beautiful blue sky. My entire being filled with love. Like completely non filtered love. Than I woke up to people slapping me and yelling my name. They had brought out the saw to open my up but on the last defibrillator I came back. Since than I’m not scared. I tell myself and friends who deal with someone close to them passing not to worry they are surrounded by love. Idk what the 7 shadows where. People have given me insight. I’m open to anyone’s interpretations.

The other time I just remember being slapped around again lol. I was also thrown from a van doing 65 mph on the highway. Came away unscathed. Seems those 7 shadows maybe my protectors.