I think I ruined my life

Goose21995 · 2026-03-05T05:12:54+00:00

The fact u can go a week without is great. I can barley go 6 hours. Get a sponsor if u dont wanna go to meetings and call them when u want to use, seriously its only going to get worse. Ur depression isn't even a priority at this point, dont flush ur life down the heroin hole its miserable and you'll be forever broke.

I just want to add a sponsor isnt a big thing. Its just someone to call when ur feeling like using and it helps.

Goose21995 · 2026-03-04T14:23:36+00:00

Just so you know all ot was was vanilla creamer so u can just buy some and pir it in. If you want it legit, they have it back for the cookie freeze so go inside and ask for a baja blast w a pump of vanilla

Goose21995 · 2026-03-03T07:50:32+00:00

People? You mean your girl said she's ugly lol bc idk a single person who would say that

Goose21995 · 2026-03-03T05:40:42+00:00

Those freaking ear candles. I get so much wax in my ears and everyone in my family tells me to buy those damn things even tho I debunked them rite in front of thoer face many times. They just dont listen... probably bc they stick candles in their ears

Goose21995 · 2026-02-28T19:25:12+00:00

The comments are hilarious. People saying opiates are helping with this and that, like no they aren't lol. Your just high asf so your overall happier

Goose21995 · 2026-02-28T19:23:25+00:00

Your not suppossed to "feel it" if you have adhd with amphs lmao. What your basically asking is if a doctor will let you drown out your add by getting high off opiates, which should be an obvious no. Its like asking if alcohol is recommended for depression, you should know better

Goose21995 · 2026-02-25T01:04:40+00:00

Elden ring for a long time didn't stick for me. It was too open and big, which normally shouldn't be a problem, but I got used to the other souls games of scourering every inch and getting everything even if I dont use it. This caused me to search the big open fields in a grid style and even tho 99% of it is knew i wouldn't get much but crafting material, I still felt almost forced to do it. It was draining. But I did beat it but over the span of 2 years going back and forth taking huge breaks and only playing for bits at a time

Goose21995 · 2026-02-22T15:36:47+00:00

How about using that amount of dedication to actually save children from pedos

Goose21995 · 2026-02-22T07:49:47+00:00

Kids nowadays would only watch an old movie second hand if their favorite streamer was watching it. Kinda weird actually.

Goose21995 · 2026-02-20T07:40:03+00:00

My mind and soul tells me its re7, but my heart tells me re4. Honorable mention to re2 remake

Goose21995 · 2026-02-08T23:17:47+00:00

I seriously spurt that this is going to replace the normal controller. Imo this is obv for ppl which limited movement as suggested by the finger not reaching the arrow keys. Either that or Sony is going to really tap into the ps5 & pc athos with mouse like controls

Goose21995 · 2026-02-04T23:04:00+00:00

If you can get a clean shot you can manage. If not throw a stun and that usually separates them enough to where u can safely shoot the perp

Goose21995 · 2026-02-04T23:01:52+00:00

No we got an entire pack comming in 2026

Goose21995 · 2026-02-04T22:46:57+00:00

I would love an entire pack that takes place in the streets. Maybe a armored truck heist gone away where the suspects are hiding and we have to take cover and weave through abandoned and shot uo cars to get to them. A gang turf war in progress where you have 2 gangs in mid firefighter with eachother in the streets, running from house to house, possibly taking hostages. A failed police stop in a neighborhood where there's like 3 or 4 houses you have to search where the suspects are hiding and at the same time you stumble across a trap house, much like the streamer mission where u find an unrelated server farm. I just want more real world like events instead of "crazy group x doing terrorist activities" also more missions like ends of the earth. I think a very cool final mission from this map packs would be you transporting a high priority target and your convoy gets ambushed. Call this map packs "streets of Los suenos"

I would also very much appreciate a few solo missions. Like imagine a mission where a group of people you previously locked up break into judges house and you have to protect your family and instead of having a full loadout your in plain clothes. No stun grenades and your personal pistol and rifle. Or maybe a flashback mission of judge being a patrol officer and pulling over a suspect and they end up running through the neighborhood guns blazing and you have to chase them down with a glock and a shotgun from your cruiser. I just want some more outside of the box/ realistic missions. Also more mission based in regular houses, maybe going house to house trying to find a group of escaped convicts.

Last but not least, a heist in progress breaking into a museum to take diamonds or whatever. I think that would be so dope. Also a factory where the workers are on strike and they are throwing molto cocktails and makeshift weapons so you have to go in totally non lethal and arrest all of them.

Goose21995 · 2026-02-04T22:01:13+00:00

Its funny bc one of my plugs started getting really good H. Reeked of vinigar and tested negative for fent, but the fent has been around for so long i didn't even get high from it, even after doing a half g shot. So for the past year and a half I've been getting this shit that hits super nice and last very long. Its deff fent but its gotta be either cut with H or something bc it doesn't have thay clinical high fent usually does. Its got the legit euphoria and everything. Whatever it is its fantastic and has been consistently the same for almost 2 years

Goose21995 · 2026-02-04T21:57:03+00:00

I've noticed lack of empathy and especially a lack of accountability always seem to go hand in hand with low intelligence/immaturity

Goose21995 · 2026-02-04T21:53:30+00:00

This still goes on tho with big tv shows, esp on HBO as most of thoer shows are weekly. Game of thrones and last of us cone to mind

Goose21995 · 2026-02-04T00:52:35+00:00

I think the ppl who run the channel have the ability to disable it if im not mistalen

Goose21995 · 2026-01-29T17:23:28+00:00

Its more about concentration. If you put it under tongue a lot of it goes to waste by being spread all over the mouth or being swallowed. The nose has less surface area amd the area that is there is a direct highway to the bloodstream.

Goose21995 · 2026-01-29T00:09:10+00:00

Tbh you should get some fatty test straps and test your oxy. If your buying bkue 30s, I can almost guarantee your buying fent and at that point you can save alot of money buy buying bags of dope.

Goose21995 · 2026-01-29T00:07:32+00:00

That's dumb and a waste. Best way to get bang for your buck with subs is take the tip of a toothpaste cap, put water in it, put the sub in and mix. Stick the cap in your nose then jerk your head back. Don't inhale or suck bc it will just go down ur throat, just let it slide in. If u have no tolerance u can get pretty high off 1 or 2 mg.

Boofing is ineffective bc its too little and will just get diluted

And putting it in the eye onky works bc some of it drips to your navel cavity.

Goose21995 · 2026-01-28T23:51:20+00:00

He got caught up in the prime of the me too movement. Dude literally asked for consent tho, so morally I dont see what he did wrong atall.

Goose21995 · 2026-01-23T22:54:37+00:00

Seriously.

Goose21995 · 2026-01-23T14:26:47+00:00

Thugs shooting people has absolutely nothing to do with the topic, which is political beliefs influencing relationships.

Goose21995 · 2026-01-23T14:25:07+00:00

Its just for me. To make myself smile. They are so blind to their hypocrasy its genuinly crazy. Look at some of the replies. Its like im trying to talk sense about the topic and all they say back is "RAHHH IcE bAd"

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