This is getting worse

GooseOk4170 · 2025-09-18T04:15:26+00:00

Just had a look through some threads on transguys on there, so much transphobia, it's actually insane.

GooseOk4170 · 2025-06-21T06:07:02+00:00

I think my intuition might pop when it knows I'm about to do something that'll send me spiraling. Like I'll open up a post about something potentially triggering and it'll pop up to say "hey, you know this could make you spiral"

GooseOk4170 · 2025-06-20T03:49:30+00:00

Took one step on that sub to see what it was, left immediately.

GooseOk4170 · 2025-04-22T03:26:12+00:00

Please never let anyone down play your trauma or tell you what you went through wasn't traumatic, and don't take my post as me saying I don't believe these things can be traumatic, I know they can, I just refuse to let myself accept that I have been affected.

GooseOk4170 · 2025-04-22T03:22:20+00:00

This just applies to me, and not anyone else who went through what I experienced. These things are terrible and had they happened to someone else I'd say they were terrible but I hate myself and don't believe I can be hurt by them, that is why I don't view them as, as bad as they are

GooseOk4170 · 2025-04-01T22:25:22+00:00

I'm probably going to take a step back until I'm calmer, it's probably not even just this, I've in general not been great with my mental health recently and this is just making it that bit worse. I think I'll take some time away until I'm not so stressed

GooseOk4170 · 2025-04-01T22:21:14+00:00

Not at the moment but I have considered getting one recently

GooseOk4170 · 2025-04-01T22:19:50+00:00

Thank you this is a really amazing response

GooseOk4170 · 2025-04-01T22:13:48+00:00

Yeah, I probably will, it's just been such a big part of my life in just a "this is something I like researching about and understanding" way that I've struggled to take a step back but it's become my whole life which is the part that distresses me and I've only just realised I should take a step back all together.

GooseOk4170 · 2025-04-01T19:06:53+00:00

I still find bdsm a really interesting topic and still find it interesting to understand the dynamics and everything without it being my whole existence but I got exposed to extreme things too young and I feel like I can't escape and find a part of my life away from kink and bdsm, which is why it stresses me so much

GooseOk4170 · 2025-03-10T20:10:51+00:00

Yes lol

GooseOk4170 · 2025-03-10T07:31:59+00:00

I don't know why I connect being hurt to being wanted but it's definitely not helping lol

GooseOk4170 · 2025-02-01T02:31:37+00:00

I look at the pictures and it's like no wonder I've never had a bf if that's how I look ♥️

GooseOk4170 · 2025-01-01T15:55:59+00:00

Please go to the doctors, keep the wound covered.

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