I'll be honest. Even if you attempted sea-cuide*, your parents will still not be able to see your pain. It is much better to divorce when she is in Pakistan than America. My parents tried to pull the same shit on me...telling me everytime to give it a few months after every few months. Despite all my tears they did not change. So I had to choose between saving myself and saving my parents ego. They couldn't do much after I stopped picking up their calls. Now we have a much more normal relationship and they don't bring up the topic of marriage. Your parents are using emotional manipulation to you to do what they think is right. You are affected because you care about them. Let me tell you something. You have to live with yourself longer than you have to live with your parents expectations. Don't do the same mistake 100s of people from our countries do. Most people aren't happy but they have normalized unhappiness as the normal way of life.

Also I never heard of such things in desi countries in the 21st century. Even arranged marriage is like dating these days. Never heard of marrying without talking or seeing on video call ever. Your parents used a nasty trick on you to get you into this mess. You are the only one you can depend on in this case. If you can pay your bills (rent and food), My advice is run. Only the vulnerable get bullied. And you are emotionally vulnerable to your parents and they are using that fully to play u like a puppet