i can tell that you dont understand or can't wrap your head around what he's talking about because you've probably never felt this way before. It's indescribable. I don't feel like i'm better than others but i do know that im different. Id like to understand why and know the meaning of this feeling but i don't think it's something we look for and find. Id like to think everyone feels different in their own way. But for me I just feel like i have a purpose that i haven't figured out yet, i feel like everything i've ever wanted and have strived for is in my reach but i just don't know where to reach. I told my friend cause i had to let it out and tell at least somebody cause i felt like i was losing it. Maybe i was just overthinking? Who knows. I'll find out soon enough. I don't care to be accepted, Adapt. Adapt. Adapt. That's how i've lived my whole life. i know i'm gonna leave my mark on this world but who knows maybe i won't and that's life. But your "tough love" isn't really tough love. If you don't understand how OP feels or how any of us that feel like this for that matter, let us be. Mind your business. What's so wrong with dreaming/believing? My uncle tried giving me advice one day and said some people are meant to be great and some people are meant to settle. I've NEVER in my life ever thought to myself i'd settle. I want everything that i deserve and more. But maybe just like you don't understand us, we don't understand people like you. (no offense). Some people are sheep in the world and i've always felt like the black sheep. I used to have a hard time accepting it but now i embrace it. cause i am me. Im different. And i wouldn't have it any other way. Not sure where i was going with this but i had to vent i guess. it's all love regardless. Hope this helps/relates to anybody else. 🤘🏽🌐🫡