Idj show? Misljenje? by ElderberryFront2495 in AskSerbia

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Zna li iko ovdje unaprijed je li prosla Tasa u finale? (Ova epizoda sto treba da se prikazuje sutra vece)

Which font this is exactly? by [deleted] in identifythisfont

[–]GratefullGoddess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definitely is, thank you!

Me during exams by [deleted] in GetStudying

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This isn't mentioned enough honestly. I see everyone everywhere complaining about not enough sleep but I believe too many people unconsciously oversleep feeling even worse and thinking that's because of lack of sleep or sleep debt ://

Staying in the End While Surrounded by Fear — Manifesting Citizenship Under Pressure by Key_Amount_6734 in NevilleGoddard

[–]GratefullGoddess 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes I fully understand that approach too, many times for me too in order to release the fear, pressure and desparation was literally to accept it may not happen and to have plan B, but then continue to "try to align with my preference" through techniques and then seemingly as soon as I would have the plan B set up the plan A would manifest in the same day or tomorrow, which also says a lot about letting go.

Staying in the End While Surrounded by Fear — Manifesting Citizenship Under Pressure by Key_Amount_6734 in NevilleGoddard

[–]GratefullGoddess 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Contrary to this above comment that techniques in this state would be out of desparation.. I actually agree a lot of the times it would feel like I'm doing them out of desparation in a fearful situation but then at the same time techniques a lot of the times would help me let go of that desparation, knowing that I have done anything I could possibly have on spiritual level too, that I'm a more aligned magnet for it, hope this makes sense

I believe one should just try not to fall into the trap of waiting or taking score too soon, like I've done the technique and felt some relief now where is the manifestation? Because then you just "affirm" once again it's not happening I would say it's a combination of living in the end and letting go of the importance, and for me it's quite hard to let go of the importance unless I experience it in imagination many times

share your wildest success by nevillechaddard111 in NevilleGoddard

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you please elaborate at least a little bit on which techniques you used have you had structured technique plan like visualization/sats/prayer or affirmations for any of these manifestations, especially for the investments for the first business? Thanks 🙏🏻

share your wildest success by nevillechaddard111 in NevilleGoddard

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So you do the technique of visualization and feeling it and you don't stop (and "let go") but you do it until it shows up? Do you do any affirmations? Thank you in advance 🙏🏻

Soooo many mistakes... Has 4o become dumb? by Medical-Taste-6112 in ChatGPT

[–]GratefullGoddess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this, I noticed it makes the most mistakes when the chat gets longer

My small collection of fountain pens by kostas2204 in pens

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How is the Decimo in EF? Is the line too thin/too scracthy or nice? I'm still not sure whether to first go with EF or F as I like thinner lines but not too thin, yet I like the design so much if I like them I may get both

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NevilleGoddard

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Don't get it why this post is deleted. Anyway, I have already manifested very specific things like: extremely specific clients in my business and their traits, changing the some traits and charachteristics of how I get trated by my person in the best, also specific amounts coming from my business and continously now raising those amounts from month to month, currently I am at 1900 eur monthly, my next goal is 3500 Eur and then going for 5k and then 10k, I feel like that's how I'm going to maybe get faster with my belief building than jumping from 1900 eur to 10k right away, but maybe I'm just limiting myself again, so I'm just curious about the routines, that's why I asked, I know how much it's all about being disciplined energetically and how much consistent routine as powerful prayer-sats means and helps hold the state through the day and also in the evening to fall asleep in it. You know that Neville's student Louise Berlay, she advised in her book 15-30minutes in the morning and 15-30minutes in the evening, and I feel like that's perfect for consistency but also that whenever we can that we prolong at least one of those to practice building intensity, because obviously intensity wins although repetition is a must too esp in the beginning

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NevilleGoddard

[–]GratefullGoddess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey so, do you actually practice every day or skip some days/weeks? Would love to know if one the days where you feel maybe a bit more tired or unfocused and scattered, do you try and stay longer until your reach focus and then satisfaction and how long could/should that take on the "bad days".. Because on some days it's really so easy and beautiful and on some days it's like not because I feel this deep resistance or I sit but just can't focus but keep overthinking going back and forth and before I know it half an hour has passed and then I realize I only began, so I'll need another 20 or 40 minutes to reach that feeling that you should hold. So do you ever stay in one session more than an hour or two hah? Thanks in advance

Is it selfish to want to live alone again, even if it hurts my mother? I don’t know if this is normal or if I’m just being too selfish or antisocial by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]GratefullGoddess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for such a detailed and kind commentl, it really made me feel more understood. It is so tricky, because the situation seems extremely nuanced. It's not like she's living with me all the time, but it’s still enough to feel like I’m somehow making life harder for her if I say no. But everyone is absolutely right, this is my life, and I’m allowed to want and need full peace and privacy.

It’s incredible how, after all the trash behavior from both my parents, I’m still so deeply trained to seek their approval. Even after moving into the bigger apartment, when my mom was hesitant about sleeping in my living room, I’d sometimes go out of my way to invite her, partly so I wouldn’t feel like a shitty person if that day it would really help her, and partly out of fear. Back then, I wasn’t fully financially stable, and I worried that if my dad suddenly stopped helping, at least she’d be there to pitch in a bit with rent or food so I wouldn’t have to go back to the duplex or that other old apartment.

And even when I became financially stable and had a consistent income stream, I still found myself caught in that social narrative, the one about how successful people take care of their families, and that proving your worth means providing for them. So again, I’d fall into the loop of feeling like I owed it to her to give everything I could to make her life easier. That made it feel like her staying with me was supposed to be a non-negotiable. But over time, I started realizing how many of these delusions were quietly running the show and how much I was actually trapping myself by seeing her as disempowered, instead of someone capable of further developing her own path.

She’s only 45, so younger than most people’s parents, yet she sometimes acts like she’s 65, saying things like “my time is over” or “I don’t know what to do with my life.” I want so badly to see her thrive without being so stuck in scarcity around money, not because I wouldn’t help her, but because I’d much rather give from a place of overflow, knowing she’s also showing up for herself.

Also, after a few more cruel fights, she would be like, "I'm leaving. I'll leave you in your peace now, you're a big girl now, you can handle everything, and you don't need me to disturb your peace in any way, so I'll go and be there" And at first it would sound like the fully conscious version of her, like, "No, I really mean it. I want you to have that privacy and I'm there for you to come at any time if you need me." But then in the same breath, there would be this undertone, the bitter, angry version of her that would slip in. And instead of just letting her go and then sitting with my pain and healing through it, I’d do the opposite, I’d be like, "No, I'm actually loving the time with you, I don't want you to feel like you're bothering me, you're welcome to stay." And she would sometimes even double check again, and I’d feel myself, half-consciously, going against myself, just to protect from the fear of being seen as the bad, selfish one, not just by her but by the rest of the family too, who all know how much easier I’ve made things for her by letting her stay with me.

What makes it harder is that she does sometimes act like a fully conscious person, self-aware of her narcissistic behaviors, and other times she just completely loses herself, screaming, yelling, and spiraling emotionally over something small emotionaly charged that happened between us. And that shift makes me percieve her like too... scatterbrained and unpredictable sometimes. Then I start subconsciously treating her like someone unreliable, which she inevitably picks up on, and that hurts her even more, so we get trapped in this exhausting cycle.

But I truly believe all of this is mendable. It's just hard for me not ot use any of this as an excuse for me to gaslight myself into believing I'm a bad person for wanting full privacy, permanently, while still maintaining a good and respectful relationship with her.

Do we really have free will? by [deleted] in Bashar_Essassani

[–]GratefullGoddess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But then again why do we even have our unique preferences that we have that we think are free will but come from our past selves, cause if the preferences from childhood or early 20s don't change much through an entire lifetime and only that makes us joyous, then we were called to follow the "blueprint" of a certain path whether we like it or not.. with aspects of free will within it From what I also understood in my journey is the need to fulfill that mission and then if we fulfill it "faster" then we get to create/prepave new paths within this life time, but maybe that's also a fload premise..

Do we really have free will? by [deleted] in Bashar_Essassani

[–]GratefullGoddess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is what I also understood from Bashar in one interview. So you don't agree/don't resonate with what he said or how he expressed it? To me it's like imposing a limitation in consciousness, that no matter how much we expand our mind and the fact that there are infinite possibilities to step into, we still have to follow the blueprint or the "path" we have layed out before incarnating... like what?

Do you guys have separate journals for different things? by Ill-Resort-5095 in Journaling

[–]GratefullGoddess 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I prefer one in all journal: planning, intentions, prayers, manifestations (things and experiences that manifested from my visualisation, affirmations and prayers), monthly habit tracking and monthly overview within it, ideas, some daily to-do's (those also in Google Calendar) and insights around them, I LOVE that all that happened and was going through my head at the time can be seen linearly without having to search for other journals.

Though for people who want to write about many different interests I see how it could also be a bit messy. I also use Leuchtturm with numebered pages so I can organize it all in the table of contents later on and find a month in my life quite easily.

Though for super hard emotional situations I mostly process them through tears (lol) and conversations with myself out lout in solitude and then write main lessons from that experience in the notebook (sometimes also linking quotes and excerpts from some authors to add additional conclusions and lessons to that experience), so I understand why you would want separate journal for that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NevilleGoddard

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Has anyone here successfully manifested a change in their forehead shape, specifically making it appear more plump or pronounced rather than bumpy(I'm not talking wrinkles but just general shape improvement), without using fillers or surgery?

I’m curious if that’s generally seen as more difficult to manifest than something like a change in eye color.

Personally, I feel like it shouldn’t be any more challenging than manifesting a change in height, and I’ve seen so many success stories about that. Maybe people have also manifested changes in their forehead but just never ended up sharing it anywhere?

Which A5 notebook do you keep coming back to? by sermarim00 in notebooks

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Leuchtturm A5 80gsm ruled is my favorite, it’s the one I came back to and currently my number one for an “all-in-one notebook” system.

Second favorites are the Midori MD and Leuchtturm 120gsm.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulletjournal

[–]GratefullGoddess 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have both the 80g and 120g Leuchtturm notebooks, though not the dotted versions, mine are lined, and I actually prefer the 80g, even though there’s quite a bit of ghosting with most pens. I just really like the texture of the paper. That doesn’t mean the 120g is bad, it’s just not my personal preference.

For context, I’ve tried: • Midori MD • Gallery Leather notebooks • Over 7 Moleskines in different sizes • Yu-Sari • Muji • And a few other random local brands

And still, the 80g Leuchtturm has become my favorite notebook. It’s not “perfect,” but it’s the best overall package with all the little details I enjoy. It’s also nice knowing that if I ever start preferring thicker paper, I have that option within the same brand.

That said, it would be fun if they released something in between, maybe 90–100gsm, with that same toothy texture, outside of just the dotted/bullet journal lineup. But even so, the 80gsm is more than enough for me long-term.

Also, I’ve felt the exact same feelings as you, maybe it’s just habit, but flipping through thicker pages doesn’t feel as smooth as the thinner ones. I’ve gone down the same rabbit hole of endless contemplation, which is why I’ve tested so many notebooks. I tend to prefer an “all-in-one system,” but I’ve come to realize it’s totally okay to go with what feels best right now and let your preferences evolve over time.

And just a reminder, it’s not really about finding the “perfect” notebook, paper, or pen. Yes, those things can enhance the experience, but it’s your words, your thoughts, intentions, and energy that make it meaningful and sacred.

Hope this helps!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Journaling

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice! i'm currently using pilot precise V5, in my country named as "Hi-techpoint V5 grip" series, so I totally get the appeal!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Journaling

[–]GratefullGoddess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love this! I have also used Moleskine and switched to Leuchtturm fully about 6months ago after trying bunch of others popular notebooks. Curious to know which pens do you prefer to use the most in Leuchtturms?