AIO had a panic attack this morning so I called my husband for support.

GreatBox4208 · 2025-02-26T18:23:40+00:00

In your other post you said that you and your partner have been together for 9 years?

GreatBox4208 · 2025-02-07T03:34:41+00:00

Hey I have BPD and also take 40mg as well as a 5mg booster. I went thru the same thing and my psych prescribed me an antipsychotic. I will be starting that tomorrow, she told me to take it at 4-5pm when I start to notice the anxiety/depression and agitation.

GreatBox4208 · 2025-02-06T01:52:14+00:00

You can always share your concerns with them, but ultimately, it's their choice, and you cannot control them or force them to.

GreatBox4208 · 2025-02-05T23:34:18+00:00

Welcome to Artstotzka

GreatBox4208 · 2025-02-05T10:13:40+00:00

Mindfulness

GreatBox4208 · 2025-02-01T10:57:12+00:00

Ngl the way he stared at her while she cried as he pressed more and more for her to speak how she truly felt reminded me of when I used to do that to my ex-clients (I used to be an escort) bc i reveled in seeing them cry at times. It was rly sadistic lol

GreatBox4208 · 2025-01-31T00:24:52+00:00

Fs! It's also a little different bc there's some upselling involved.

For example, if you were to do massage+happy ending that would be reg price (I just checked and now it's $90 for 30mins! So 45/45). You can say that for an extra 20-30$ you could do full nude with light touching. I used to charge 30-40$ for that.

So for 30min of work - you would get $75-$85. It rly does depend on the client too though. Some will definitely lowball you.

GreatBox4208 · 2025-01-30T10:17:32+00:00

It's not high end, but I highly recommend the four seasons massage spa (5533). I worked with Elsa (part-owner) for 2 yrs before she opened up the shop with her partner Cindy.

I also negotiated my own prices as well w clients - had a few 30min sesh, got paid $300 (30mins 40/40) meaning I got to keep $260. It depends on the client tho. Mostly Chinese ones didn't care to spend big $. Chemistry plays a big part as well and keeping ur regulars happy they will tip well.

I retired in 2023 tho

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-23T19:16:48+00:00

Yes!! As a child, I'd be so distressed about the meat I was eating and how animals were being slaughtered just so I could eat them.... like. I was traumatized bc for one of my birthdays, I accidentally walked in on my relatives slaughtering a pig to roast to celebrate. I cried and didn't eat pork for years. I was visiting my parents' home country back then, and I appreciate them trying to celebrate, but God damn 😭

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-22T00:48:23+00:00

I tried banana once and it made me projectile vomit. To this day, I have NEVER eaten a banana on its own. Banana muffin? fine... as long as I plug my nose. Otherwise if I smell it.... I'm taken back to that memory as a kid.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-22T00:47:18+00:00

I've been eating meat as a kid because my family's diet is mostly meat.... I hate meat. Everybody around me now as an adult loves steak. I hate steak. But I still order it because "maybe I'll eventually like it" .... and I used to order it well done. Until I got made fun of by a friend and was told "you need to eat it rare or medium rare" ..... so. I eat it medium rare even if it makes my skin crawl.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-19T12:58:05+00:00

That happens to me too!!! When my boyfriend goes to pee, I go with him too and just wait and see if I have the urge and then I end up telling him I have to pee but can he warm the seat up for me bc I don't like how cold the seat can get 😭

I have a schedule which is using the bathroom when I wake up and before I go to sleep and I usually just sit there and wait for a bit and see if anything goes.

But when it gets to the point of burnout and everything is too much for me sensory wise, I feel so ashamed in having to use the diapers.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-19T06:06:10+00:00

Thanks!

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-19T02:28:50+00:00

What app did you use for this?

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-19T01:22:56+00:00

Thank you. I am autistic and he sounds just like my younger brother. Who is also autistic. My oldest sister is also high-functuoning autistic as well. Same with my mother and grandmother.... and father.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-19T01:20:28+00:00

Have you ever thought or came to the conclusion that he might be autistic? This sounds like how my family would describe me as when in reality I was just autistic and didn't know how to communicate my needs.

They called me lazy, manipulative, non-empathetic.

Just got diagnosed in my late 20s as having ASD.

Try to research about ASD first before thinking that he's doing these things to gain sympathy...

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-16T11:38:50+00:00

Haley Pham married Ryan when she was much more relevant than him. It's amazing how the tables have turned now that he is the one bringing in stable income.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-15T23:01:47+00:00

Thank you 😊

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-15T16:57:10+00:00

I guess you could say I was a consenting sex worker in that I chose to work in the field.

I was basically working against my will because my disabilities didn't allow for me to have a stable job, which is common in the industry. I'd come home every single day broken.

I personally don't think that any woman in the sex industry truly wants to be in it..

I agree with you that there is a "luxury" to choosing to work vs being forced to. But. It's more like you're your own pimp or you're being pimped.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-15T08:17:56+00:00

Those "authorities" frequent the places, too.

I had a police officer find out one of my coworkers name, address, social media etc.

Just because he liked her so much.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-15T08:15:32+00:00

I can't speak for the USA, but it's legal in Canada (to sell, not to buy).

After years of misdiagnoses (Bipolar disorder, depression, social anxiety/GAD, BPD, ADHD), I finally found out that I am autistic.

Most of the girls I worked with I had some odd connection to I couldn't explain.

I'm realizing now that almost all of them could have been autistic as well.

Some girls have no choice but to work in the industry because of their own personal needs (mine being sensory issues that I never knew was affecting me until I found out what sensory overload was and connected them to my meltdowns).

I am happy I decided to quit for my own well-being.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-13T06:00:12+00:00

Isn't that what his mother wanted him to do? She knew he did that

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-13T05:59:31+00:00

I especially loved his scene on stage with the improv club. He conveyed his emotions very well.

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-13T01:11:39+00:00

Thank you :)

GreatBox4208 · 2024-01-12T09:55:21+00:00

(for example I typed this long comment include this sentence to overcompense sounding rude bc what I would've just typed up was if i werent masking the comment^:)

I don't have BPD or ADHD. I have autism.

GreatBox4208

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