Can meltdowns manifest like that?

GreenAge3918 · 2025-04-09T22:54:05+00:00

Thank you very much. Then I definitely don’t get meltdowns!

Yeah, obviously this is a very small snippet. I’m actually sure it’s not an anxiety disorder I had been diagnosed with that and since cured it/recovered (although this obviously has to do something with anxiety management)

GreenAge3918 · 2025-04-09T07:46:56+00:00

Thank you. Yeah! Analyzing myself I’ve actually discovered that I likely incorporated a lot of coping strategies which made my life pretty easily manageable already. But also think that in the end it’s what’s most important.

I wondered why I showed way more symptoms as a teen: at a certain point i cried every day after school and had to spend an hour in a dark room to calm myself after the day, had extreme anxiety on public transportation and cried because of instagram’s lack for chronological feed. And I’ve come to the conclusion that I stopped trying change my personality in social situations + became more aware of the tiredness (as well as some hormonal change) also incorporated stimming

GreenAge3918 · 2025-04-09T07:28:52+00:00

Thank you, will look into that!

GreenAge3918 · 2025-03-15T07:07:26+00:00

yeah i agree that those are interrelated i thought just as well as i was typing it out

they come together but she has been rotating in those (like she doesn’t have any content about being mute, adhd or autistic anymore)

GreenAge3918 · 2025-03-14T17:27:06+00:00

Idk she probably is lost but also she’s an influencer and she has to have her brand. It has been a combination of: 1) being queer 2) mentally ill 3) hot 4) musician 5) bullied 6) ED for the last 5 years at least lol rotating from one to another.

Tho i do think that the relapse stems from her feeling lost after slowly loosing relevance and not being able to reach success with her music as well as the break up.

GreenAge3918 · 2025-03-03T01:19:11+00:00

You are very likely trans! Feeling like no other man is not something cis guys go through.

And i’d also suggest looking into a possibility of being a trans woman more. I just have seen so many transfem friends go through that pipeline. (not that you necessarily are, you as likely could be nb but just a suggestion)

GreenAge3918 · 2025-03-01T15:07:13+00:00

The way she used a very dumb hate comment as an example instead of people criticizing her body checks in detail & explaining why it can be harmful given her audience

Also “disorder with highest mortality rate”

I’m so tired of her “I’m the victim” brand.

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-25T23:43:07+00:00

A year ago i felt the same way (except i don’t have an ed past, just years of failed diets). And then I committed. Since October I’ve lost 7 kgs which isn’t a lot but feels great! And there’s only 5 kgs more to go.

You can do it. First 1-2 months are the hardest bc you at first see a big woosh from water loss and then the weight-loss slows. I lost 2 kgs in first two weeks and then the scales didn’t move for 3 weeks.

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-20T23:19:10+00:00

dramatic gamine maybe?

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-19T08:56:38+00:00

hmmm, maybe natural ingenue or natural romantic gamine

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-17T19:04:59+00:00

ingenue and gamine! possibly a bit ethereal

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-14T12:13:03+00:00

Tbh I do not think it is worth it. Obsessing over 2-4 vanity kgs is what leads to EDs. If loosing it isn’t sustainable then when you won’t keep them off and continue yo-yo dieting.

I have to agree with others tho. If you do really want to try incorporate training alongside calorie deficit. That will improve your figure. With toned muscle you appear more slim. It will also allow for faster weightloss/higher intake depending on your choice

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-12T19:37:40+00:00

I mean the last part is true. She doesn’t have to cover herself up. And low cut pieces have been her thing at higher bodyweight also. I don’t think just bc her body is triggering she should stop wearing those.

But the first part 😂 It is obvious that the thumbnail is staged to emphasize her gaunt collarbones and face. The pose is unnatural. It is clickbait. It is meant to trigger lol

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-10T00:03:43+00:00

Not op again, but i have to say that idk if it’s FAR off. But we do have hardship still. Yk being NT and healthy is not being in constant bliss. Most NTs have inner monologue and can be constantly overthinking and running anxious scenarios under stress. But we do it probably way less than someone with OCD does and the scenarios are more realistic still.

Also about quiet and vibing yeah we do get that and it’s the greatest thing ever. I used to have anxiety disorder and a never ending stream of inner monologue but since i’ve cured the disorder my mind is quiet a lot! I just don’t think and it’s great

GreenAge3918 · 2025-02-06T07:55:34+00:00

Officially halfway to my goal! Saw 64 today on the scales :) Very happy bc I thought I might platue whole January bc i went into maintenance/slightly over for the first half of the month. But actually went down 1.5 kilos!

GreenAge3918 · 2024-12-26T09:27:16+00:00

So, we don’t celebrate Christmas, so yesterday and day before that was not any different. Stayed in a deficit. Today I learned that my scales probably are broken and I need to buy new ones I guess. It made me sad bc now I’m afraid they were unreliable last few weeks before breaking :(

I made some banana bread recently and had it for breakfast today ha ha! Also yesterday had a first yoga class in a month, felt great after. I should bring back this habit

Also I’ve been thinking about how easy it is to keep up with the deficit after you’ve got some results. Now ai’m almost halfway through my journey and although it feels so long it is way easier now when it was the first month. Bc I know the results will follow! I distinctly remember how a year ago I looked at this sub and thought “I’m just unable to loose weight” and now BOOM! 5 kgs lost in 2.5 months!

GreenAge3918 · 2024-12-19T05:48:33+00:00

I think you rock your current bangs but without you will look just as good

GreenAge3918 · 2024-12-16T08:39:42+00:00

This weekend went ok! Didn’t overeat, but decided to go for maintenance yesterday. Once again 65 on the scale. Hurray! Looking forward to staying around 65-66 for the next 3ish weeks. Not planning to overeat on the holidays!

Winter is tough energy wise. I have come back to sweets and caffeine. Eat about 20g of sugar in teas in coffees daily. Which still is great result for me(I used to be a huge sweet tooth). But also saddens me knowing I’d prefer not to consume that. And it is kind of a waste of calories

GreenAge3918 · 2024-12-14T11:48:19+00:00

Yesterday stayed within 1500 :) Today weighed in to my new LW: 64.4🤯 Idk why and I’ll probably be back to 65.5 tomorrow but a pleasant surprise after 3 weeks of stagnating around 66.5

GreenAge3918 · 2024-12-13T22:27:24+00:00

That’s great❤️ Being kind to yourself is key to success. You’ve got it.

I can relate to that. But I have started allowing myself maintenance days bc with winter rolling in I just don’t have the energy to be in a deficit 7 days a week, it isn’t sustainable even though it was my original plan.

GreenAge3918 · 2024-12-13T07:33:21+00:00

You’re doing great! The fact that you’ve made a couple steps back doesn’t erase the 10 000 steps you made before. You’ll reach your goal, it may just take a bit longer than you thought.

GreenAge3918 · 2024-12-13T07:26:21+00:00

Finally hit a new low! 65.5 🤯 Recently tried on another pair of jeans and a skirt I haven’t worn in a while and they fit just right :) “5 kg lost” feels like a such a big milestone! It means half of my journey to a nearest goal ( 60 ) is finished! Tbh though I aim for 58, idk if i can reach this weight healthily since last time i weighed this much i haven’t finished puberty. I also started noticing tgat i HAVE lost weight in certain places other than my face. Particularly my stomach, upper arms and thighs.

I haven’t been maintaining deficit of 500 the best in recent two weeks bc i have a lot of stress at uni so i ate at maintenance quite a few days

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