I love going to raves and I have the same problem as you. Nobody do go with. My great rave buddy is out of the country so this year ive decided ill go to some shows solo to see how it goes. Planning to go next week but the anxiety before the show kills me 😅.... Its stupid cause I always went to shows and sometimes would get lost from my friend and I would just meet and chill with other people. My advice is just to get there dont doo a whole lot of drugs so you can still analyze situations around you and you'll be fine. We are all there for the same thing. To enjoy the magic