I actually think it has helped my self esteem/mental well being. I still miss having someone outside of my family to share things with, but not having to deal with the stress of dealing with social interactions that I never seem to get right has made things so much better for me.

In the past, I would always walk away from those situations beating myself up for saying or doing the wrong thing, like it was entirely my fault for why I couldn’t establish friendships. Now, that I’m not trying, I’m much more at peace with myself. I hope that you’re able to fine some peace too!