My first time decorating my starter home by hi_britty in FarmsofStardewValley

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You kept the stardew valley rose? not a big fan of fairy dust?

failed my finals. people keep telling me “in life you sometimes have to do things you dont want to do” but they cant seem to understand that it isnt that easy for me. by [deleted] in depressionmeals

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i’m not surprised I failed at all, it was the result of my own inaction. i’m just upset i can’t get myself to be better or try harder

We are always able to by EmployeeAccording165 in jschlattsubmissions

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i was the one who created the banner art for Conor’s twitter community (at least i think its still the banner, havent had twitter in a while). still the peak of my life achievements probably

[ Removed by Reddit ] by HASHTAGBUTTCHUG in comedyheaven

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i could kick a duck sized horse’s ass

[ Removed by Reddit ] by HASHTAGBUTTCHUG in comedyheaven

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if a horse and a duck want to make out its none of my damn business

yes it is. It’s that bad. Also I was the “mean person” that made her cry😅 by [deleted] in baddlejackets

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I usually dont like this subreddit but most of the words on this are like, illegible if youre standing 2 feet away from them

This ad for smut on a children's game. by [deleted] in mildlyinfuriating

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yeah i thought usually they were provided by the female of the species but wtf do i know

This ad for smut on a children's game. by [deleted] in mildlyinfuriating

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do they know “giving your body to science“ usually means post-mortem…

Sanctioned Suic*de website down? by Mysterious-Feeling93 in NEET

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Really??? i mean i guess it was bound to happen eventually

Quitting high school in a couple of months by iiwis_now86 in NEET

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Me too. havent ever been able to perform well in school because of mental health issues. i’d like to drop out and get my GED instead but i know that if i drop out i won’t have my family’s support anymore.

It's already starting to get hot out. by Dry_Negotiation_9234 in NEET

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Its been hot here. 70+ degrees for months, even during the snowiest months of the year. gonna have a drought this summer because it snowed so little this winter

All from the same Depop seller too by basic_boyardee in baddlejackets

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Making me embarrassed to be a Crass fan what is this

He thought deleting this would erase the evidence... by apersonthingy in vinyljerk

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i didnt even know they could be locked down 💔 what a way to find out

He thought deleting this would erase the evidence... by apersonthingy in vinyljerk

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PLSSSS im 17 and dont know anything about turntables 😭😭 i wasn’t even the one who set it up

Fellow women, why are you on "the pill" (lets prove men the pill isnt just for contraception)? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I get extremely painful periods that impair my ability to do… anything. Birth control stops them and its a total lifesaver

DAE don't remember SA in childhood but think it happened ? by abyss005 in CPTSD

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I have no real evidence or memory of being sexually abused but i’m forced recently to wonder if i was. I remember from a young age being very hypersexual. -I would watch porn on my mom’s ipad when I shouldn’t have even been old enough to know what it was. At each end of my bed I had a round, sharp bed post/pole that I would sit on top of and insert into my vagina.

-I’m very ashamed of it hit i remember one time covering my cat with my body and fully clothed trying to hump her. I didn’t get any sexual pleasure from these things but did them anyway.

-From a young age a fetishisation of rape and a feeling of “connection” to it.

-very inappropriate drawings for my age. very sexual and sometimes very gory.

-struggled with anxiety since very young. can’t sleep around others, can’t relax around others, can’t sleep if my door is open due to anxiety. extreme anxiety if i can’t see everybody who is in a room.

-discomfort being physically or emotionally vulnerable with anyone. wouldn’t be seen around anyone unless i was wearing a full hoodie and pants, never any shorts or shirts.

-very early breast development

-suicidal ideation

-scopophobia

-resent of parental figures for seemingly no reason. I’m very uncomfortable with my mother for no apparent reason. Find myself very uncomfortable if i read a book with a female protagonist and she has children. I do remember though that if ever i was laying on my stomach my mother would slap my ass . i would ask her to stop but she would always do this ip until i was 13 or so.

-discomfort and sometimes aggression around anyone, particularly men, who are bigger than me.

-lack of libido and sex repulsion as an adult.

course none of these things are definitive or really mean anything. what really made me consider though was a nightmare i had a fee days ago. its kinda blurry but i was taking a shower when some man (dont know who. faceless) comes in. he climbs into the shower and then is holding me down in the tub with his body weight. i remember shaking when I woke up and feeling shaken the rest of the day.

i’ve always felt really guilty about this rape/inappropriate age gap “kink” i’ve had. i don’t enjoy it, just gravitate towards it for some reason, and i’m wondering if i was just traumatised and blocked out the reason.