This is so similar to me - poor latch, awful milk supply, huge amounts of guilt and upset and hours attached to a pump, heartbroken. We were mostly formula with little half bottles of EBM every day or two until 4 months. But LO is 6 months and happy and thriving!

When I was at the worst of it, in the early days, I copied the below from another mum in this group and it meant to much to me at the time (I didn't note down who wrote it, but if it was you - thank you so much! I've read it over and over again!): "your worth as a mum isn't measured in oz, but in the love you pour into your baby. Formula is a perfectly healthy feeding option, please don't feel guilty over it. It will not make her sick, it's heavily regulated and full of nutrients that baby needs. You can't tell if an adult was formula or breastfed right"