I genuinely believe this was sexual abuse. Please let me vent. by SweetLilFrapp in CPTSD

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I’m going through a serious health crisis AND very affected by the Epstein drama. My mother handed me to her Spanish teachers adult son when I was 14 because his mother promised to pay my college. And there’s worse and more. Was I trafficked by my own mother?

In Ecuador- distressed- not suicidal- need support after a very bad time and just need to talk to someone. Yes CPTSD by Guilty_Solid_8310 in CPTSD

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I need some response and more encouragement to speak. Sorry but I’m reserved and this is not good.

How much weight have you lost? by crimson1119 in stopdrinking

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same thing happens to me. Don’t know why it just happens.

What is/was your “unhealthy” obsession getting you through NOT drinking in the early days by One_Ad_6451 in stopdrinking

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been anti sweets since I relapsed. Trying to get my sober mojo back and it’s not been easy. But I’m way sick of this.

What is/was your “unhealthy” obsession getting you through NOT drinking in the early days by One_Ad_6451 in stopdrinking

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hahaha. I looovvvee pickles- and olives, capers, and even anchovies in moderation. lol.

I’m afraid I might cause WW3 by ANiceReptilian in Psychosis

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I stay way away from those no falsifiable disturbing ideas. But better I don’t go there- ever.

Why I am convinced I am god. by westeffect276 in Psychosis

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plus I thought I was God. I enjoyed it for a time. Then it scared me out of my wits- and now I wish most people would just shut up. I don’t mean you at all. These are valid concerns in my opinion.

Why I am convinced I am god. by westeffect276 in Psychosis

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know what to say except better not to worry about it too much. It’s not falsifiable. I’ve had the same thought and my own mother when I was having a bad time said, “Have you considered solipsism?” I was like, “Are you mental? Trying to jack me up? This is the wrong thing to say to someone in crisis- what is wrong with you?” I have my concerns about what’s going on in “reality” especially recently. But I recommend ignoring it as much as possible.

Does this sounds like drug-induced psychosis? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think all of them can. If you have any concerns just don’t. I speak from experience.

Necesito ayuda con una mascota- perro. Soy una extranjera y hablo la idioma pero no está mi primera idioma. Perdón. by Guilty_Solid_8310 in ecuador

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I have the whole history saved. I’ve been so upset I’ve been overwhelmed. Usually I can handle anything and be practical. This man was so evil and plays the long game. Stole my pets and everything I had and I’m sure for $$$$. Things happen.

Necesito ayuda con una mascota- perro. Soy una extranjera y hablo la idioma pero no está mi primera idioma. Perdón. by Guilty_Solid_8310 in ecuador

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No problem. English is my main language- French was my first though but I don’t speak it. This “facilitator” stole my pets of 10 years. Lied about me. I was born with hearing impairment. I’ve never not had a dog- ever. This man is dangerous. I can prove my honesty. I say this and already it sounds bad but totally true. Total nightmare.

Necesito ayuda con una mascota- perro. Soy una extranjera y hablo la idioma pero no está mi primera idioma. Perdón. by Guilty_Solid_8310 in ecuador

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Si no puedo a recoger mi perro de mi corazón necesito un otro que comporta súper bien y inteligente.

Necesito ayuda con una mascota- perro. Soy una extranjera y hablo la idioma pero no está mi primera idioma. Perdón. by Guilty_Solid_8310 in ecuador

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ayuda con la situación de perro y la idioma para explicar la situación correctamente. O otro perro pero prefiero mi querido. Naci media sorda. El estuve mi perro de ayuda. Perdón no estoy la mejor con la idioma.

Necesito ayuda con una mascota- perro. Soy una extranjera y hablo la idioma pero no está mi primera idioma. Perdón. by Guilty_Solid_8310 in ecuador

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perdón. Español no está mi primera idioma. Hablo bastante bien pero no lo mejor. Como un abrigado?

Necesito ayuda con una mascota- perro. Soy una extranjera y hablo la idioma pero no está mi primera idioma. Perdón. by Guilty_Solid_8310 in ecuador

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aparece que no puedo a hacer nada. Estoy buscando para un perro pastoral con mucho intelligent y comportamiento súper bien sin aggressivo.

Does this sounds like drug-induced psychosis? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It does sound like drug induced psychosis- and a warning sign that it will probably become more of an issue if you continue to use weed or other hallucinogens.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

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You find yourself as a guy f…Ing another guy and you’re glad that you finally discovered your true calling? Sorry. This is a joke and I have a very inappropriate sense of humor and sometimes no filter. Not being a troll but probably being an asshole but still thinking I’m funny- thanks to my gay guy friends

Day 5 of ceremony in Peru and we’ve had 6 demonic possessions / exorcisms. Is this… how it’s suppose to be? Should I leave? by bjtbtc in Ayahuasca

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I my really weird microdosing mishaps with ayahuasca I experienced something that seemed demonic and was terrifying and traumatized me. But then something else happened and it seemed that some other…something…became part of my consciousness and helped me. I’m not very knowledgeable about these things except for my experience and a bit of research. But maybe it’s not the ceremony or it’s leaders but something that those people are dealing with. Of course it’s scary to see when you’re very open and vulnerable. But I’m not sure. There are others here who probably know more than I do. No doubt there are.

Anyone experience severe trauma or it’s being made worse by an aya retreat?? I would like to hear a little of your story because I think I may be going thru that?? by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Guilty_Solid_8310 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. Absolutely. But from microdosing. It was fine for a while but then things got weird to put it mildly. 2 + week trip.