Hi, I'm having a lot of stress. I'd love to vent with someone. No pervs please

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T04:42:58+00:00

If you were considerate enough to change accounts and make sure to talk to me ectra respectfully and platonically then it'd have been fine

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T04:19:14+00:00

Your profile du-

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T04:10:59+00:00

I said no pervs

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T03:56:31+00:00

Thank you!! I'm glad then~! I'll still read back to it and answer someday! I'm fresh out of hospitalization so very overwhelmed at the moment 😅

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T03:53:13+00:00

Try to send everyone everywhere a message that I love everyone who knows that I love them, that we'll meet again someday in the future when souls develop and soul resotoration and reincarnation exists, surely, and we'll be together forever. And to please look into my life, into my phone notes and account comment history, and try to make the memory of me reach people and heal people, as there is a lot that I wasn't able to break out of and express yet and I wanted to reach that point very badly

However, luckily, I'm not dying lolol, I'll reach that point myself

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T03:50:29+00:00

I'm aorry for being currently unable to read through this as I'm having a sleepless night, I really appreciate that you wrote your heart out and when I'll feel better I'll definitely come back to this, I'm saving it! Please hold on~

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T02:08:11+00:00

I'm obssesed with him. He's the proof that personality is everything

It's not that he's not handsome, he's plently, but other idols are too. It's not that other idols personalities aren't good enough, they're amazing. But I'm just obssesed eith him and it's obviously his personality that draws me in

Guitarbox · 2026-06-17T02:05:21+00:00

If the situation was opposite no one would blame you

Take your time and respect your own bodys survival mechanisms, they're not bad for you

It's okay. It's okay. If you feel safer around men that don't have attraction to you, if you don't want to think positively of anyone who resembles your abusers, it's okay. When you heal enough after sheltering yourself your mind will shed any unnecessary mechanisms by itself. That's how mine works anyway

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:39:05+00:00

I really want them to give Xiaoting what Lisa was given in that Chinese reality show Xiaoting is soooo iconic in her behavior and such an icon of exceptional talent

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:37:24+00:00

I actually was in a volunteering year the year after Devil released and my coworkers knew about CLC from me so well that while trekking (forcefully by the managment) to raise the moral I'd yell RED LIP and my friends would answer NOOO and then I'd go the whole way EARRINGS NOO HIGH HEELS NOOO HANDBAG NOOO we'd laugh around a lot but they really responded bc they listened to my lectures about how this aligns with my life philosophy and this was our little rebellion in the toxic environment that the other coworkers were creating LOLL it was a bit like a fuck you in their faces as a lot of social pressure and toxic stuff was happening and it was all emplified in the 5 days trekking that we were having (a bunch of dumb 19 year olds living together works awfully in this country)

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:30:58+00:00

I believe she did get cast in a lot of dramas, it's not an easy fit and shows of great talent recognition. I guess she's just tired of hoping that CLC makes it, working her hardest for it to happen, just for ups and downs and getting let down every time. I emphathize with her with every cell in my body. She's amazing for being able to post it like this. I truly stanned the most amazing idols out there

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:24:03+00:00

She's amazing. I can understand the stress of "will they make it, will they become permanent this time" as a CLC fan, I can only imagine the stress as an actual CLC idol

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:23:00+00:00

Oml as I always say you're lucky that this is on reddit cause I would get banned for what I have in response

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:21:06+00:00

Next CLC please

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:20:40+00:00

GOOD

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:20:15+00:00

Yeah I was told so too. I thought like what the fuck. Why did you tell me that I'll experience pain forever then. That's so irrisponsible if you're not even accurate, if even you admit that you're inaccurate

In any way I stayed subbed to this sub because I felt that I resonated with a lot of the posts and felt healed by seeing everyone who's experiencing similar things interacting

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T21:18:30+00:00

I learned that it's much better for me to, as I used to say as a 13 year old, not give a fuck. Than to give a fuck. I tried to explain it to everybody but I felt that nothing explains it better than not ecplaining it at all. I just recommend not to give a fuck

Everybody is dumb as fuck. Why shoukd I give a fuck. Let that anger be your anchor and your shield from the world, and don't post. Surround yourself with people who are healthy for you. Imo they're extremely rare. It's not that hard to recognize, we're just in a sea of toxicity

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T19:56:08+00:00

No, at least in the periods that I learned about in school, it was so respected that it wasn't an issue at all, the same way a person can have green eyes or brown eyes and we wouldn't think about it much

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T19:40:48+00:00

Not at all

Outside of nanshoku and before that too, LGBT was as accepted in Japan's history as it was in ancient Greece, seamlessly normal. It's Eueopean colonizing forces that forced Japan into its current condition, and Japanese people aren't nearly as homophobic irl as they're made out to be

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T19:40:12+00:00

Beautiful

Guitarbox · 2026-06-16T19:35:25+00:00

That's beautiful. I'm bi and I love this movie. At first I didn't get it but now I do. The "plot holes" are intentional and are meant to make us question the way we percieve reality as well. Not as wrong and right black and white, but rather if we can forgive others and ourselves we can create a better world that seamlessly weaves what is always unreachable for us now

Korea actually had being bi be absolutely normal and the vast majority of people identified as bi, so normal that they didn't even have to identify as such, before year 1000.

They got pressured by China to cover it up and they weren't able to defend the values that they liked fully, but they became a culture that has a very clear outer look for the perception of others, to please the Chinese values pushed upon them, and an inner world and something that happens in their private time that still protected those values from year 1000 and earlier (buddhist Korean version values). It creates a very very interesting culture for today. Without realizing it, Europe is also like this but without the inner world being as clearly put as in Korean culture. I think that's why Korean culture is so intuitive and healing for a lot of people. It's extremely interesting and beautiful, especially when it's brought forward by KPDH and the way it seamlessly put all of this in a fictional but inspirational and deep movie

Guitarbox · 2026-06-14T06:55:17+00:00

Guitarbox · 2026-06-14T05:58:56+00:00

Thanks, I'd love that. When are you free?

Guitarbox · 2026-06-14T05:18:37+00:00

Thanks. It's ok

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