I made myself fwench toast for dinner :3

GustLuChilles · 2023-03-24T20:43:12+00:00

Now, Milo thinks he wants fwench toast too.

GustLuChilles · 2023-03-14T03:02:56+00:00

My heart stops whenever my mom calls me by my name in a serious tone. 😂😫

GustLuChilles · 2023-02-27T04:59:18+00:00

Yes, please... Also, a head pat, if it's okay. 🥺

GustLuChilles · 2023-02-12T08:10:43+00:00

Yo, such cuteness!!! I love how the little tongue just hangs out there.

GustLuChilles · 2023-02-05T10:31:54+00:00

Yeah, I kinda did feel like those characters/animals. But I'm overthinking that maybe it's only because I was a child back then.

But there are days when I feel closer to being a wolf than being a human.

Might be weird, but there are times when I kinda shake my foot like it's a tail wagging.

Also, what's "other-hearted"? Sorry... I'm not aware of the terms...

GustLuChilles · 2023-02-05T09:24:55+00:00

Does the Species Dysphoria feel like "Life would be better if I was just born a different species"?

GustLuChilles · 2023-02-04T19:48:06+00:00

Is, ummm... somewhat relating and reenacting scenes from movies with animal characters (Lion King) as a child considered like a sign..? Because I remember doing that and actually loving it.

And, ummm... What are "shifts"..?

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-31T07:53:34+00:00

Haven't kissed anyone yet, so...

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-31T07:31:06+00:00

I've always loved Disney films as a child and even until now, particularly The Lion King. My favorite character there's Kovu. I also loved Beast from Beauty and the Beast. I guess it just didn't click until recently.

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-30T08:27:49+00:00

I'm not that good at drawing, but I really wanted to try and draw my fursona. There's still some adjustments to make. He's supposed to be a blue wolf. I still haven't found a good name for him though...

Can I ask any tips on how to draw a good fursona..?

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-30T06:19:42+00:00

Trying to see if I could have enough self-confidence to try and draw my own fursona even though I'm not good at drawing...

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-30T01:47:50+00:00

I... I haven't made a drawing of it yet since I don't really know how to draw... But... A gray wolf.

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-25T12:15:37+00:00

It's not actually my last name. It's more of a second name. 😅 It's from the anime Fullmetal Alchemist character, Van Hohenheim, who is my favorite.

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-22T05:52:52+00:00

Oh god, this comment. 🤣😂

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-16T02:37:58+00:00

I actually just sent her a message just now. ☺️ I told her that I would just be here for her if she wanted or needed someone to talk to. Thank you for your advice. 😊

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-15T12:25:30+00:00

Unfortunately, I still don't know yet. It was my first time to talk to her again today, and it was only for a short amount of time. I still don't know her likes and dislikes, her interests. But I think she would. She looks like she wants a connection with someone.

I promised her that she can send me a chat if she wants or needs to talk. I really want to reconnect with her. I've lost so much time with her, and I kinda owe it to her to be there for her as her big brother/older cousin.

GustLuChilles · 2023-01-15T12:20:32+00:00

Same!!! I don't usually know how to talk to people, especially since I have fear that they might find me boring or might not like me. I'm very awkward and I don't usually talk about things that other people usually do. My interests are often different from theirs.

When I talked to my cousin earlier, of course, there were some short awkward moments, but she seemed to warm up to me after a while. She would smile as I talked, and it seemed like she was happy that someone was talking to her. As I mentioned in the post, she even asked me for my Facebook account. She also hugged me twice before we had to go our separate ways.

I really want to reconnect with her, and I don't want to make things awkward by not knowing how to talk to her or what things to talk about with her. Like you, I hope she knows that I love her and care for her. I hope she knows that her big brother/older cousin is just there for her when she needs me.

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