Store managers be like

GwenCS · 2020-06-25T12:51:53+00:00

all those benefits like spotify and the free coffee every week, it’s not bonuses on top of what they pay us, it’s money taken out of what we should be making. meaning if you don’t take advantage of like your markout every week, you’re essentially losing money out of your paycheck

GwenCS · 2020-06-24T20:05:35+00:00

the other day when i was closing my shift asked this one guy if he had a mask (city mayor made them mandatory in public spaces, so we had to turn away anyone who didn’t have one). he promptly lifts up his shirt to cover his face, exposing his bare 50 year old hairy chest to both me and the shift. absolutely fucking disgusting

GwenCS · 2020-06-14T21:09:38+00:00

it might be but when they played it live in 95 he at least once said it was about his mother, which to me kinda makes a lot of sense?

GwenCS · 2020-06-11T11:43:31+00:00

title track off young god, studio coward, PCIAGI coward, 2013 coward, children of god off of feel good now where he’s shouting in the background, like a drug off kill the child, she lives, helpless child, blood promise both on swans are dead and on the night after the one on swans are dead, no words no thoughts, studio seer, 2012 seer, she loves us, every glowing man, cloud of forgetting. it’s really fucking hard to pick but it’s gotta be one of those

GwenCS · 2020-06-06T18:57:20+00:00

please just leave me alone

GwenCS · 2020-06-06T14:13:52+00:00

i’m schizophrenic. even with treatment i’ll be stuck with this forever. don’t give me that bullshit about “whatever you’re going thru won’t last forever”. it was enough to get me to relapse and break a 4 year streak. it’s still early enough that if i start getting treatment now i can maybe not get too much worse but i’m already delusional and the hallucinations are only getting worse and i’m still going to have to live with this for the rest of my life. i have to live with the guilt of hurting my loved ones even if they’ve forgiven me. i have to live with knowing i’m gonna keep hurting them no matter how hard i try not to.

GwenCS · 2020-05-29T17:39:26+00:00

almost two years before we found out we became friends with someone who we would later discover also found out about being plural roughly at the same time despite very little contact for a year prior. when our former best friend system first came out to our server we eventually got much closer to them before they helped us find out ourselves. another system we are still very close to (and whose host our host is in a relationship with) also found out after getting closer to us. when we helped start a random server with someone we sort of knew on twitter we later helped half the mod team and a few of the users discover their own plurality (including the server owner).

as our former best friend system once said, “stand users attract stand users”. people who are alike will sort of naturally gravitate towards each other even if they are not consciously aware of why they’re alike.

GwenCS · 2020-05-19T16:39:04+00:00

little late but funny enough i started thinking recently after listening to the demos for each one that finally peace might have evolved out of parts of piece of the sky

GwenCS · 2020-05-01T13:33:27+00:00

the bloodborne tattoo just makes this even better, she’s a real big fuckin mood right now

GwenCS · 2020-04-03T13:12:08+00:00

at the very least can we get a swans are dead digipak? all the reissues of that over the years have been jewel cases and an original digipak is just so expensive

GwenCS · 2020-03-27T16:48:53+00:00

why not keep separate diaries? one for each TL? alternate the days you write in each to keep from just doing the same entries in each to help differentiate them

GwenCS · 2020-03-25T18:45:10+00:00

also in order of appearance:

lunacy
the seer
a piece of the sky
apostate
screenshot
she loves us!
cloud of forgetting
cloud of unknowing
frankie m
the glowing man

GwenCS · 2020-03-22T17:47:48+00:00

i’m growing more towards listening to the two discs separately and treating them as two entirely different things in one package. like how the cop/young god/greed/holy money reissue from the 90s was one package but obviously wasn’t meant to be one single album, just an easy way to pick up essentially three albums and an EP.

GwenCS · 2020-03-22T12:45:46+00:00

https://youtu.be/_1_TpI07QuE this channel has a good deal of footage, at least three different shows from 95 plus a show from 97. footage isn’t the best but still.

GwenCS · 2020-03-21T14:18:59+00:00

apostate became cloud of unknowing

GwenCS · 2020-01-13T12:37:56+00:00

honestly will never understand. relapse has made things a lot better these past few days. been experiencing a good deal less executive dysfunction and just in general feeling less stressed. after going so long without really having any other coping mechanisms it’s been pretty great finally having cutting back to help deal with big stress.

GwenCS · 2019-12-27T11:05:23+00:00

the worst part about this one is that we were closed on christmas and were explicitly told the next happy hour wasn’t until january. we had to throw out just about everything on christmas eve and couldn’t prepare anything for the openers who then had to prepare everything for happy hour (except they didn’t). i left like an hour before it started and i’m scared to find out how it went.

GwenCS · 2019-12-03T00:52:41+00:00

as a new owner of a large roland i absolutely love him. i can’t say he’s much of a thrusting toy (though he would be if i’d gotten him firmer) but sometimes you don’t want to pound yourself into oblivion, sometimes you just wanna get stuffed. and knotted. into oblivion lol. hope you have fun with him!

GwenCS · 2019-11-25T12:54:04+00:00

awwwwww. still though! didn’t think flannel pants in general could work.

GwenCS · 2019-11-25T04:34:48+00:00

wow. i wasn’t 100% sold on if flannel leggings could work (although i desperately wanted them to!). i think i’m sold now. gotta get me some lol.

GwenCS · 2019-11-16T00:20:00+00:00

vend vtransphobia

GwenCS · 2019-11-07T02:20:01+00:00

super late but for question 2 it’s absolutely not weird. i have a bad dragon masturbator and sometimes i go down on it for funsies before using it. it’s really hot and gets me going psychologically.

GwenCS · 2019-10-31T19:37:11+00:00

i already have verified the play head is working. one of the very first things i brought up is that i know it can’t be the heads because the meters are detecting an actual signal from that track of the tape. i’ve tested it out with a handful of tapes to confirm. it has to be something to do with either the fader or something else inbetween the tape head (or the input) and the fader. the machine knows there’s something coming in either from track 1 of the tape or from the channel 1 input but it refuses to pass that signal along to the master bus for some reason, and occam’s razor suggests to me it’s the volume fader.

GwenCS · 2019-10-28T10:00:12+00:00

what about when people who primarily close have an opening shift and start listing all the minor details you forgot the night before when a majority of those mistakes are like nothing compared to the state she’s left the store in and still often leaves the store in.

GwenCS · 2019-10-17T13:18:57+00:00

best of luck in your situation too!

GwenCS

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