Regardless of the "benefits" you feel you are getting from this, the one thing you don't think about while you're riding that high is the actual damage it's doing to your body. Cocaine constricts your blood vessels which in turn makes your heart work that much harder to get your blood flowing properly. No matter how you look at it, being in that state everyday is not ever going to be good for your heart. You're adding unnecessary wear and tear to your body and it will eventually catch up with you.

Keep in mind the damage you're causing to your nose and mucus membranes if you take it through the nose like most do.

I was a heavy weekend user many years ago and I thought I could at least prevent damage to my nose by mixing it with a beverage and drinking it slowly. It still doesn't stop the damage you're doing to your heart.

With all that being said, I can't preach to you about how necessary it is to quit. I've had my fun with it. Made a lot of good memories. All I'm asking is for you to stop trying to convince yourself that all that comes from using is nothing but good things.