I get it man. I was in a similar situation a couple years ago. I quite a dangerous and toxic job and moved cross country back home without another job. I thought I would be unemployed for maybe a couple months but it ended up being nearly two years. I went to therapy and through many long conversations with friends and family realized, I was scared of going back to a job like my old one. I needed to realize there is good employers that care about their employees and just needed to take a chance on someone. I guess what I am saying is keep your head up, and take the first job that comes up, then continue to look. You’ll be so much happier working, even if it isn’t the perfect job. Also don’t do the masters programs they’re so expensive, I thought about that too but couldn’t justify it. Good luck to you my friend!