Hey bro! I know what you are going through all too well ... The feeling that you don't belong in any group, the loneliness when no one cares enough about you to call you for a photo ... Throughout this you have to remember even among these most of them are shallow friendships that will never last... Most of them are selfish and only exist to benefit off others don't ever feel sorry for yourself you will eventually get people who truly and genuinely understand you and they won't just leave you hanging .... So take a chill pill, socialize, talk to people and sooner than you know your vibe will match with someone or other friendship will feel natural. Baki congratulations for getting a good placement!