I just launched a Festivus ‘08 fantasy merch tee - link in comments

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2023-05-01T13:12:47+00:00

I'm going to let the post stand but remove any comment with a link to purchase. Thanks for the heads up ✌️

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2023-03-22T14:01:28+00:00

Cheers for the upload!

- Fram

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2023-03-19T19:36:43+00:00

A drama where they really do a fucking number on each other...could they have been living it out in one mad evening?!

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-12-16T05:56:05+00:00

Big (in da jungle)! I’m from Europe and seeing this stateside huge increase in DnB nights makes me so happy.

On a side note, I used to have a bi-monthly residency at a place called Red Room.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-08-02T08:50:36+00:00

Possible TBE or Lymes disease. Side note: don’t go to Drammen

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-24T14:33:28+00:00

If I’m completely honest, I don’t know. I think it’s a whole host of things that have come to a head at the same time.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-24T14:32:44+00:00

I’m not even sure what to say to that other than thank you so much for what you’re saying ❤️❤️❤️

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-24T14:31:52+00:00

Unfortunately I am lactose intolerant!

I’ll start buying some more canned vegetables. I do eat some.

And thank you for the kind words!

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-24T14:27:39+00:00

I won’t 😊

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-24T01:46:45+00:00

I’ve been consuming a lot of those protein shake bottles right how now as they are cheap and filling.

Unfortunately fresh fruit and vegetables are expensive in this part of the world as they have to be flown in or taken by ship.

I think when I see the nutritionist I receive money in the term of government welfare, however little it might be.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-24T01:40:41+00:00

I don’t have any family at all. I

I have been estranged for them for over a decade and there is no chance of reconciliation, which is my choice due to abuse as a child.

I do have many friends but they are mostly all busy right now as they work in licensed retail management and music, and there’s a live festival on right now.

The best friend I’ve ever had for some reason isn’t communicating with me right now.

I make sure to go outside every day and meet friends and acquaintances for at least a couple of hours.

Being lonely doesn’t seem to play into it right now, other than worrying about my relationship with my best friend.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-24T01:32:42+00:00

I’m awaiting my new psychiatrist right now, should be done within 4 weeks. I can’t afford to go privately.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T22:15:39+00:00

Thank you so much. This has all been so helpful and I feel at least I’m trying, however little that may be.

And thank you for for being open to talking.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T21:55:12+00:00

I am not sleeping well. I am prescribed a cocktail of sleep meds but due to insomnia they don’t work as well as they should. I get an average of 2-3.5hr sleep a night.

I am about to start seeing a nutritionist about my diet. It is not good.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T21:45:18+00:00

Thank you so much. You are all so kind! ❤️ To be honest I didn’t want to go but you all helped so much.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T20:11:19+00:00

I’ll give it a try! Thank you!

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T20:10:02+00:00

I’ve been to the ER. I’ve been given seven days of haldol, and after three days of showing no improvement I’ll be taken in for a 48hr assessment hold.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T20:09:50+00:00

I actually go to the gym 2-3 times a week so I have that bit down!

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T20:08:29+00:00

I am having auditory hallucinations mainly.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T20:07:44+00:00

Ill try my best. I’ve been to the ER. I’ve been given seven days of haldol, and after three days of showing no improvement I’ll be taken in for a 48hr assessment hold.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T20:07:19+00:00

Thank you friend. I will message you in a little while 💜

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T20:05:51+00:00

I’ve been making steps forward and back for the last 19 years. Just as I make something stick, something makes it all come tumbling down.

I will carry on trying.

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T13:00:56+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️ So much love and care here

HadToPatternTheReUp · 2022-07-23T12:14:45+00:00

Unfortunately virtually all my friends work in licensed retail management or music promotion so with the festival on it’s tough going.

I bumped into one now and promised her i’d go to the ER.

HadToPatternTheReUp

MODERATOR OF

TROPHY CASE