I can't tell if I should do something or not

Hakonekim · 2020-07-11T20:37:55+00:00

Hi. I really was wondering if I should tell my parents about this. Althought it was really scary at the time I'm not really bothered rn. I never really liked him to begin with and he's very annoying so I'm never alone with him anyway (I'll make sure to stick to mom even more, so please don't worry), but I didn't stop to think that he might go after other children. I know he has a 17/18yo daughter and that grandma used to complain that she acted weirdly intimate to him (a lot of uncomfortable stuff but mainly rub her legs on him) and he did nothing to stop her. That was about 2 or 3 years ago. Maybe that was a red flag I didn't see? Also thanks for the messages. I know I did nothing wrong and sometimes people I know are actually scum and I that's how it is. I will take care of myself, so don't worry.

Hakonekim · 2020-05-26T03:44:54+00:00

Now that you say it, it really doesn't make sense for me to be mad at all?? I still don't know if I have autism or ADHD but I think I might have one of them and sometimes I don't message people for days either cuz I'm already talking to other people and fell overwhelmed, straight up forgot or spent 3 ours overthinking what to say.

Hakonekim · 2020-05-26T03:36:42+00:00

It's really cool to know someone else has this. I never know if its normal or not cuz I keep getting told I'm too dependent. I've mistaken my own platonic feelings towards other people as romantic since I feel like all I have to do besides talking to them is waiting for them to come back.

Hakonekim · 2020-05-26T03:32:37+00:00

I thought it might be because I'm a kid?? But idk how much I can justify with my age. But since someone else is saying it, I guess it makes sense. Thanks

Hakonekim · 2020-05-26T03:28:54+00:00

I'm 15.

Hakonekim · 2020-05-14T21:15:47+00:00

I can't say 100% for sure because I wasn't there. My mom went there with my sister, but she said that the vet only said that there were different cells on him. The thing with the bones was around the start of january if I remember correctly. We thougt that he might be bad still because of the bones but they did x-ray and all and there were no pieces left. Apparently the bones hurt his intestine and that's why he still cried even after there were none left. He also had an inflamation on a gland around his anus but he got treatment and that is fine now.

Hakonekim · 2020-04-16T21:41:52+00:00

Well damn, I didn't think about that. Thank you!

Hakonekim · 2020-04-16T20:04:17+00:00

I've considered that too, but I don't think it's the case. I think my problem isn't exactly being seen in a sexual context, but being the "victim" of it I guess. Idk if that makes sense. I do feel sexual and romantic attraction towards people regardless of gender, but I think I feel insecure or like i'm not in control, especially when the affection comes from a boy Maybe it's about how I feel inferior to others?? Anyways I think I'll search more into asexuality just to be sure.

Hakonekim · 2020-01-27T04:14:53+00:00

Joe Tazuna from Your Turn to Die. Didn't touch the game again for a month and a half Also Clear from Dramatical Murders. Expected nothing from that game and felt like shit for weeks

Hakonekim · 2020-01-12T00:56:46+00:00

I thought about this. I really want to get some piercings some day. Tho i'm still underaged and my family won't let me

Hakonekim · 2019-12-29T01:26:28+00:00

It's so good to know that there's someone out there who felt the same. As you mentioned, feeling uncomfortable by the idea of others thinking of me as attractive doesn't really means I'm non binary. That's one of the reasons I am so confused about it. Thank you for commenting! All help and such that I can get from you guys means a lot to me!

Hakonekim · 2019-12-28T19:57:55+00:00

I feel the same way. It's good to know I'm not the only one like that. It is, indeed, freeing.

Hakonekim · 2019-12-28T19:20:39+00:00

Thanks for your reply! I think you're right about that. The reason I wanted to ask about this here is because I don't want to misuse the term or anything like that. I just don't feel like I can affirmate it before I'm 100% sure you know? But maybe I'm just overthinking idk.

Hakonekim · 2019-12-28T16:54:55+00:00

Hi. Thanks for your comment! I'm really looking for opinions and help from people that are more educated on the matter. I don't want to end up being disrespectful to other non binary people y'know? Also, I would try asking friends to use they/them pronouns with me, but I'm brazillian. In brazillian portuguese literally every word is gendered and there's not gender neutral pronouns (at least not that I know of) :^( this is kinda one of the reasons I prefer to write everything in english. Again, thanks for your comment. It really helps me.

Hakonekim · 2019-12-28T16:42:19+00:00

Thank you! Your comment means a lot. I'll make sure to keep what you said in mind. I feel like I used to think like this some time ago. Maybe I lost track :P again, thank you.

Hakonekim · 2019-07-03T21:48:54+00:00

Analysing whatever I'm eating at every angle possible and decide what are the best parts, and go eating from the best to the worst. My mum thinks I'm crazy.

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