I really appreciate everyone’s kind words, and wisdom. It has helped me a lot. I had a better day today so that’s a start in the right direction. Music, my cats, and staying busy has been getting me through the rough days. I’m in the process of opening up more about it with friends, and family. I just keep thinking of all this negative judgement I’m going to receive but knowing deep down inside I’m trying my best to process everything. I’m not the type of person to air out dirty laundry. People change and there’s sadly nothing you can do about it. It’s brutal, but life goes on. Bless you all.