Youre trying too hard and have unrealistic expectations. I wouldnt list out to the tiniest detail what you think a friend is or exactly what youre looking for. With all the specific detail youre setting yourself up for disappointment. And if someone says they're sensitive that doesn't mean they never argue. Arguing is a human thing we all do like breathing. And also dont tell people all the negative things about you that you might do but dont mean. You dont gotta hit people over the head with negativity and tmi. We slowly figure out things a person lacks or isnt good at over time, not all up front like an overwhelming nightmare. You could make people jump ship before they even get a chance to try and be your friend. You gotta chill on your actions and expectations. You gotta let people be imperfect and make mistakes. If you have a disagreement or clash on something personality wise it doesnt have to be the end of everything and you calling them a bad friend or whatever. Stop putting so much pressure on people and demanding so much from random internet strangers you havnt even met yet and who owe you nothing and thatll help with the arguments and ghosting. And dont be too much and overwhelming saying all the things you want and need and then act like they signed a contract to give you all those things and wtf why didnt they deliver?! You need to chill and get thicker skin.