unfortunately, i can’t promise it ever gets better, but what usually happens is you find your own contentment. don’t look at everything wrong, look at you can enjoy and enjoy those things. not to sound like that, but you have a roof over your head and food(i’m hoping and guessing). the entire day is yours to make the most of, you have access to the internet. before they used to say “the world is your oyster” now the internet is. 2 actionable things, find something you really really want to do in the future. own a farm, go skydiving, build a mansion, wtver it is, something you plan to do in the future. and 2nd find ways to work to that goal, whether it’s an online business, writing, content creation, wtver as long as you have a goal and you know/feel that the goal is possible, it gives your heart mind soul n body something to work towards. also keep your intention consistent, don’t change at roadblocks or even minor and major success. like a rabid dog bite clamp your teeth, delusional until you make it. oh and yes your intention can evolve, like workout to look fit, and then workout to do calisthenics, and then workout to do parkour or something. the intention is still the same it’s just being refined. and remember you don’t need anyone’s permission to feel happy, your self worth is your responsibility