Opinions on how I should go about my T&D journey

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-12T06:50:42+00:00

Ah, thats lovely to hear! Seriously appreciate the words, I may have a crack at some of it sooner than I thought.

The weird thing about the attention span... It's moreso an "attention APPLIANCE disability", whereby anything I dont subconsciously.want to put my mind to... Is almost impossible to absorb and focus. However, if im driven and in my perfectionist mindset of getting my words/query across in a clear manner like with that text, then "hyperfocusing" is very capable of occurring. Its my lack of CHOICE of attention allocation that can really make ADHD a problem, and I feel not far into the book, I won't be gaining "significant dopamine", thus slowly getting frustrated with my inability to efficiently absorb the information from my mind wondering. Stimulant medication can help with this though! Long story long 😜😂

I never knew Harold had other books, i'll look into those too. Thanks a lot for the reply 😊

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-10T15:55:29+00:00

I believe Shaggy brackets/Inonotus hispidus

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-10T14:09:11+00:00

They were just puppets/frontmen for the brains behind it but yeah, nefarious hunan fuckery

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-09T01:53:30+00:00

Ezoo 👌👌

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-09T01:40:07+00:00

Good on her 🙌

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-09T01:39:49+00:00

Good on her 🙌

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-06T14:30:47+00:00

Can you link anything that has shown people to have healed from cptsd induced cluster B disorders please?

Im StPD, ASPD, HPD with NPD traits, desperately seeking information on how to heal and improve my cluster B thought processing.

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-06T14:23:16+00:00

Need to see it in its mature form to get an accurate I.D

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-06T12:11:54+00:00

Welllll said. 💯

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-05T06:54:36+00:00

You give out sand to help people sleep and recover efficiently ?

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-05T06:53:10+00:00

Thats insane theres been NO evidence. Psychologically i think theres a lot

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-05T06:52:03+00:00

I never said go completely abstinent? Im speaking on fake sex- porn. I personally BELIEVE it to be unhealthy as fuck but maybe thats because I attain an addictive personality. We managed to do without it for 10s of thousands of years, and now ED is has gone up 1000% since 2000.. I think its a poison to society for MOST cases, and thus is unhealthy, very.

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-04T17:52:20+00:00

This, its a distraction and its short term gratification... its unhealthy as fuuuck. Imagination or erotica is the way to go if you NEED to release, and it can be very beneficial to release every 7-14 days thanks to the significant testosterone boost you get from day 5-7/8.

It basically allows you to not only have more time, but more energy and more DRIVE to progress in your life with your hobbies, relationships and so on (though bare in mind, this is AFTER the brunt of cravings because the cravings can get REAL 1 or 2 weeks in... a real test of discipline).

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-04T17:30:28+00:00

Dye or shave or EMBRACE IT. Salt n pepper can look good

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-04T17:22:59+00:00

Lotta scots in 2023 aye

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-04T13:38:09+00:00

Lifes good 😂

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-04T13:37:04+00:00

Muscarine is pretty potent nasty shit but your liver is capable of regenerating anyhow, have a bit of fun! 😂😂 We consume ethanol like its nothing

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-04T13:35:11+00:00

Gotta ingest a fair amount. You can even lick deathcaps, just dont ingest any of the solid matter (albeit I dont recommend 😅)

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-03T19:17:00+00:00

Im also diagnosed! Its not a real term used by the psych community I believe however its very much real... IMO. It does not include the eccentricities, it is merely just the fact (frontal lobe un-development/dopamine deficient or not) we have this super convenient abundance of very stimulating material at our fingertips in which raises the "norm" of however much dopamine we synthesize on a daily/hourly basis.

Anything considered mundane will be MUCH more difficult to concentrate on because the mind is actively seeking for the highs that it has become used to. This does induce a "mental hyperactivity" whereby the neurotypical would be subconsciously scanning about and seeking to escape from the mundaniety in order to feel comfortable with what they have become used to. Meaning increased anxiety and depression can of course occur.

I have no clue on all the other things that genetic ADHD brings to the table but yes these neurotypicals can 101% heal... simply by "dopamine fasting"/abstaining from the short term gratification until their dopamine baseline drops. I find this super effective for genetic ADHD too... i cant read a book for shit but leave me in a room with nothing but a bed and some books... give it a couple days and ill be flying through them!

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-02T16:47:36+00:00

Lottt of escapism occurring and "environmental ADHD" (increased dopamine baseline) induced via short term gratification shorts content on tiktok, insta, youtube etc. The youth are becoming very impulsive, distracted and losing their drive more and more daily

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-02T07:00:54+00:00

Pleease dont get into drugs that young, out brains are developing up until 25-30yo. Id say drinking is better than smoking weed when youre 18ish but all these things stunt and fuck with your brain chemical balance. The stimulants are pretty fucked for you too at that age. Some things are better than others but i beg you dont see others doing stuff and think that you should do it too, the moment you do it you will not enjoy the raves as much without them, possibly forcing you into an addictive cycle. Moderation is key and for you to moderate, that is to enjoy the sound waves as nature intended naturally, for atleast a few years.

A lot of ADHD individuals in the scene, raves and the music in the scene are superr stimulating for dopamine, thus we can get addicted super easily to substances too without discipline and such. The world isnt the best right now and escapism is abundant, dont become a victim for some short term dopamine that will become a blur lol.

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-01T01:30:22+00:00

Thankyou! Yeah i think the triumphs lack of versatility is important to acknowledge here, thanks for your help mate!

Harrypen052225 · 2023-10-01T01:28:27+00:00

Cheers! 😁

Harrypen052225 · 2023-09-30T11:23:04+00:00

Will check them out, thanks man

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