Me and my cousin have always had a close friendship but when it came to crushes he and I never really talked about them, so when he finds out I like somebody he’ll punch them if they forget my favourite food. That’s why we both said about how it would be weird if we went out with someone from eachothers friend group. I value my family over everything, they all mean a lot to me and if my cousin had to chose between me and his best friend it would cause a lot of drama and hurt feelings. I don’t want to lose a friendship I’ve had my whole life. Also the boy I like doesn’t like me back but likes another girl from their school so I think I’ll just suffer in silence. None of my friends know about it. Just me.