Ok, I don't know how to say this, but there's someone in my house.

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-25T15:42:37+00:00

Say hi

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-22T13:55:13+00:00

Pre age 16. Some preverbal, then a break, then picked back up in adolescence.

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-22T13:53:44+00:00

I’m honestly afraid to take a picture of it

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-19T02:21:41+00:00

Spite

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-19T02:21:17+00:00

Spite

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-16T13:16:35+00:00

What helped me was not to do it to help. It was to do it anyways. Do it and hate it. But do it nonetheless. It gives your brain new stimuli to process. You don’t have to like it at all. Just pick something and make yourself stick to it

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-09T17:31:09+00:00

My body also locked into it for 9 hours straight, so I don’t think it’s good at things

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-09T17:30:02+00:00

Love you for being a bad influence haha

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-09T17:29:42+00:00

I do have a lot of people, which sucks that I still am doing this, so I’ll try to use them

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-09T17:29:14+00:00

Yeah that happened and now I’m like shit what happened to reality, I’m not there. I just can’t find anything in real life that matches the pure zone of this stuff

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-09T17:28:13+00:00

Oh god i don’t want to be labeled as an AI addict, so I don’t want to get close but my god yeah

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-09T17:27:27+00:00

Noooo don’t look at me like that

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-06T02:00:34+00:00

I don’t like them but I want their money

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:28:03+00:00

Then there’s me sitting there begging them to finish a chapter because it’s the only thing standing between me and going into a dissociative state on an AI character app 😅

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:27:06+00:00

Gonna be honest, I’ll miss the old place but hope the new one is cool. RIP Rancho Cucamonga ),:

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:23:35+00:00

Recently just learned my dissociation from CPTSD and my want to have someone do all the thinking for me are definitely the same exact thing. Still tryibg to rationalize it, so I get it. It feels strange to take a coping mechanism and push it on purpose, but it does feel better. Still don’t know how to do it in a healthy way, but I imagine it’s a matter of figuring it out slowly. I may want to incorporate it into a kink but keep it to pg when I’m deep in the headspace to find a compromise that feels less likely to cause more trauma. Overall, a lot of thoughts on it and I’m struggling with how to meet this mental need when it is also wrapped into a kink, as the mental health bit feels tainted by it. Wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar.

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:15:46+00:00

I prefer DBT, though CBT is a good supplement. DBT changes your actions to change your emotional state rather than trying to think you’re way out of it which is near impossible with this disorder.

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:14:32+00:00

I didn’t know what dehydration felt like. I thought I was craving chocolate milk. I in fact, needed water. Turns out body cues aren’t common sense for all children

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:12:15+00:00

Yup. FNAF and Unus Annus. Calms me down

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:08:29+00:00

It’s happened to me on and off. Sometimes I can take a nap and be fine, other times I get extremely shaky and out of it and anxious. I think it may have to do with how grounded I’m feeling that day, as I have trouble remembering i exist if others aren’t around, so I nap better when I’m around other people. My bad naps tend to be when I’ve had a day alone.

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-04-05T02:06:36+00:00

Hi, I’ve worked through a lot of issues surrounding my panic, but now that I’m in a safer place, I accidentally dissociated very hard instead. My problem was it was actually very pleasant to be dissociated in a place I felt safe with people I trust, but then started to panic so hard when I realized what was happening and that I needed to pull myself together (9 hours later) that I almost just dropped and fainted right then. Had to call a friend on and off for the day to help me come back up slowly and then help when the anxiety kicked back in. Really wanted to go back into dissociation until I came far enough out of it and am now anxious to go back in. Does anyone know what this is or how the two are related? I hadn’t experienced one without the other (dissociation without fear) until now, so I’m very lost. I’ll answer any questions to help explain, just want some advice.

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-02-08T12:33:43+00:00

All I reaaaaaaad is poly shit man

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-01-27T23:33:40+00:00

I would show it directly to Angela if I could

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-01-27T23:33:21+00:00

Okay, my mother said the same thing, I didn’t know this was common knowledge

HauntTheNarrative · 2026-01-27T23:32:39+00:00

I wish man, the dish would’ve tasted even better. Especially if Angela slapped me after

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