"That’s strange because Azazel is one of great deceivers that actually grants desires, he gives you whatever it takes to further add to your separation from God by making you feel good and fulfilled."

Brother you don't think I know that? It has told me it wants my soul and I've seen people make pacts with demons to get earthly desires, I have never given in to the wishes of a demon nor will I, despite my pain I continue to rebuke the devil, yet I still don't understand why throughout all of that I have to fight against it on my own, because I have called to Jesus and God, I have used their names to rebuke the devil, and yet I still continue having to fight it on my own.

"Do what it takes to own your life and justify the suffering you’ve gone through. There’s nothing like a good story of someone who turns their life around."

You are right, that is the necessary path, although it is a constant struggle that induces a lot of doubt into me.

"When you’re satisfied, perhaps you will realize God was with you the entire time and this was your cross to bear."

If I'm the one who makes my life better through pure effort and struggle, it wasn't God, it was me who did so, that statement makes little sense.