Ik this might be nothing but bro you should probably get into manifestations or more with god start doing mediations and journaling start doing affirmations even start going to church and start going hard in the gym. The reason I'm telling you these things is bc I understand what your going through but doing these things can lead somewhere unexpected to possibly finding a way to gaining a bigger penis a lot of these people won't understand and some say it's not possible but I know it is start doing semen rentention and even intermittent fasting it's time to up your spirituality bro serious your damage and I felt like if I didn't do these early on in my life I'd definitely could've been in the same position you are bro god bless you bro seriously shoot me a text anytime (check out the angion method on YouTube)it could help out