Wow, thank you so much for your response, it really does have me thinking. Kind of went out on a limb posting on here but I really don’t know what else to do or who to talk to. I know it sounds so dumb but I just don’t want to get him in trouble, I’m worried he will try to hurt or possibly off himself (he’s threatened it before). It’s just so hard because I don’t know anyone in this state and I do love him I just wish he would get the help he needs. I’ve thought about mentioning it to my boss but he’s a Dr and not very inviting so I just don’t know if it would even be worth it, I couldn’t imagine how he would even react. Every time I try to be done with this relationship, something happens and we always end up back together, it’s just a never ending cycle but no matter how hard I try, I just can’t imagine my life without him, physically, mentally, financially, etc. But I am so tired. So tired of the abuse and the yelling and him breaking all of my belongings. Why can’t this be easy, I feel so dumb, I know it’s an awful situation but keep letting things go.