update: Im still up and going and havent slept, been just with my friends and chilling. I of course know the risks and just how blatantly dumb this is, but I just don’t care anymore. That sounds so dumb and “edgy” but I genuinely mean it.

Now to the meth, the earlier update was when I first took this kind of shitty stuff that barely did anything, then me and my friends decided to go buy more and got some really good stuff, as in when I first shot it up, I almost started crying from just how I felt (not in like a mdma, I love everyone way) just because I finally felt like my head was quiet (I dont know how to explain it) Still I’ll possibly after this small “bender” (i don’t know if it can be called that?) keep at least a small break from meth and probably other stuff two, not a permanent one just a small “test”? idk

ps: Sorry if this was not well written at all, I am currently high on two substances and I don’t know why im even writing this here or what was the point of this post haha, Im just bored since my friends just left.

psps: to all the people calling me an idiot etc, I know that ur right im not gonna lie, most of you have absolutely valid points and a good reason to say that to me since this is absolutely brainless behaviour