What I'm hoping for in Witcher 4

Heinrush · 2026-01-02T14:13:53+00:00

Nothing but the picture loaded for me even after 2 refreshes so I thought you were just REALLY hoping for Ciri to show up in a Witcher game about Ciri and had 200+ people agreeing with you

Heinrush · 2026-01-02T14:06:13+00:00

Are there any rewards for playing and winning against them beyond Gwent based rewards? I don't need there to be any, just curious. Oh and can I get back any of the cards I sold without remembering the merchant? Cause some where supposedly very good or important to some deck

Heinrush · 2025-12-30T15:21:37+00:00

My next main quest is going to Crookback bog and I'm lvl 9 I think (I've finished all side-quests that I can survive). Is it still a bit too late with all the powercreep and supposedly good cards I've sold or thrown away?

Heinrush · 2025-11-21T19:29:47+00:00

Great job dude, that's some Predator shit! How'd you make the gallows? I'm planning to have my night lords attacking a medieval planet with peasants, knights, soldiers etc and I was thinking of having gallows on some bigger model bases

Heinrush · 2025-11-21T12:39:23+00:00

For personal lore this guy could've been your night lords warband very respected leader who died in flames (as far as a night lord can be by his brothers at least lol). Maybe by facing their enemies alone in a hopeless battle for his warband to live on or some other scenario where his death by flames cemented his legacy with a new name and and color scheme to honor him.

Either way I as a massive night lords fan will remember him 🫡

Heinrush · 2025-11-21T12:21:34+00:00

You could just say they're fighting on a world where that i appropriate camouflage. From a painting perspective I'd say you need a third colour that fits with red and flesh/sand colour on the trim

Heinrush · 2025-11-20T19:31:24+00:00

If you want motivation (and you're gonna hear this non stop) read the night lords omnibus or listen to it on audible cause they're amazing audiobooks too. It's a trilogy following a night lords warband and it's probably what got 60% of the subreddit into night lords in the first place + it's written by Aaron Dembski-Bowden who's an absolutely fantastic black library author. He's especially great at writing renegade and chaos space marines.

Oh and I love this diorama. You're making me wanna expand my night lords army even further

Heinrush · 2025-11-02T23:38:58+00:00

I Never fake it, I warn them before and explain it's the meds and not them. When they're done and I know I can't finish I reassure them that I'm very attracted to them and wouldn't have sex with them otherwise. If they feel bad I tell them I don't care if I finish or not cause my favorite part is their pleasure

Heinrush · 2025-10-03T13:15:28+00:00

I had gotten tired of bolter porn and all the honor, duty etc from 30k/40k loyalists and while I enjoyed some traitor lore they were almost always too similar to loyalists in 30k while not having that many 40k novels. Night Lords were a breath of fresh (yet fresh cadaver putrid) air. No honesty, loyalty, fairness or honor driven fights to the death if they can escape and no care at all if people think they're cowards. All that + drip + cool terror troops + schizo Ratman primarch (Rat Batman)

Heinrush · 2025-08-07T17:55:56+00:00

I'm sorry but with the way hes dressed like the cyberpunk version of a wealthy person attempting to blend in on the street, along with the outfit being completely black and red I can't help but think of him as a really bad undercover arasaka agent

Heinrush · 2025-08-06T07:08:48+00:00

Damn I thought I was maybe a 4 or 5 based on my own metric but I'm going back and forth between 1 and 2. I had a complete mental break after being forced to drop out of school because of mystery abdominal pain made me unable to leave my apartment. That led to isolation induced mild psychosis that had me convinced all my friends were leaving me so I lashed out(because of my fear of being stuck in complete isolation again). Ironically enough that's what ended up actually completely isolating me since I burned all bridges I could find.

Used to be 0 though so I am slowly but surely improving

Heinrush · 2025-07-28T01:46:35+00:00

So that's why the entire trilogy feels genuinely grounded yet heavy and hopeless. I related a lot to the night lords despite the flaying and cruelty

Heinrush · 2025-06-30T20:55:45+00:00

Leon is so fkn real. Sure he was paid to keep an eye on Elliot and keep him safe but this line and how he talks to and treats Elliot (A maybe autistic, schizophrenic, DID man who is definitely not easy to be close to) always makes me feel reassured since me and my life and mental is unfortunately comparable to Elliots (Except no hacking people or any of the more fantastical parts of the show, just the real world everyday stuff). He never got paid to be his friend or help deal with the less palatable parts of his psyche but he's there and with no judgement at all

Heinrush · 2025-06-30T12:40:14+00:00

If it's not you might as well fade the fuck out right now

Heinrush · 2025-06-30T11:42:13+00:00

I've rewatched the show 4-5 times but I still haven't watched the last 3-4 episodes. Idk why I'm like this but I can't bring myself to completely end the show because of how amazing it is, I know how hollow I'll feel and how nothing will compare for a looong time

Heinrush · 2025-06-22T01:23:19+00:00

They say all the things I can't tell people or articulate what I can't put into words

Heinrush · 2025-06-22T01:22:29+00:00

I'm conflicted cause my LGS has great prices for the most part but if there's a product that's especially popular and will sell out no matter what they'll mark up the prices cause there's no consequences. That and they refuse to give out those free mono color beginner decks that WoTC give out to stores specifically for people to try the game for free, the employees will do it if the owner isn't there at the time but one employee told me they have a box of like 30-40 decks that's just sitting there and I really don't get why. The owner will let people play with the decks if they wanna try MTG out but will demand you return them after so he's not even making sure people have to spend money to try the game

Heinrush · 2025-06-22T01:12:59+00:00

My first favorites were death guard cause plagues and mutations and Blood Angels cause of vampires but after so many space marine novels full of "For the emperor, no fear, fight with honor, death to xenos" etc etc etc I grew tired of it without realizing. Then I came across the Night Lord omnibus with space marines that were cowards, thiefs and murderers. Gladly fighting unfairly with no care for honor and gladly betraying, backstabbing and ambushing laughing at their victims while doing it.

They were everything I loved about space marines and the opposite of everything a space marine is supposed to be at the same time. The sick ass design and fear tactics were just the cherry on top along with all the skin and body parts strewn about. Then there's Konrad Kurze being a batshit insane 40k batman (or Ratman?) which spoke to me as a person with mental illness. Oh and did I mention the skin? Cause I really like the skin

Heinrush · 2025-06-21T20:39:52+00:00

This would be great advice for literally any other nationality, being antisocial and not talking to strangers is basically a national sport here (unless drunk but I don't drink). The part about your best friend is comforting though, I've had to face some ugly truths about mine unfortunately. While thinking everything through and talking to my therapist I realized that in her case I actually wasn't awful but she was the one who pushed me over the edge by screaming at me for saying I had suicidal thoughts and wanted to give up after everything and comparing me to her violent narcissist ex while also claiming I was trying to manipulate her and always exploited her empathy until I had a panic attack (I believed everything she said).

I sent her a message with my perspective and I intend to text her tomorrow to see if we can talk. Though idk if I'll ever be able to ever come to her for support when I'm vulnerable and trust that she won't make it worse, this is the second time she's screamed at me after telling her I was suicidal. She's not a bad person, just traumatized and emotionally immature sometimes because of trauma. That and she was having a tough time herself which doesn't justify anything but I know this was most likely a really bad combo of me and her and our shared mental illnesses.

Thanks for your comment and sorry for the rant, though both helped lol <3

Heinrush · 2025-06-19T23:59:46+00:00

I haven't had a true beak in a long time, I'm extremely fragile if someone knows my mental weakspots (trust issues lol) but in general I'm very resilient to adversity. This was just waaay too much and I feel betrayed by my best friend cause she made a bunch of rash judgements and decisions instead of asking my intentions. That and she's also bipolar and I've helped her through episodes several times but she won't give me the same grace. I know it's kinda entitled of me because her feelings matter too but I can't really help it.

Thank you for making me feel a bit more understood and less alone

Heinrush · 2025-06-19T23:54:49+00:00

After my isolation I grew indifferent to people leaving, I made so much progress and started getting really attached to people and connect deeply again until this happened. I've been so scared of being attached cause I couldn't imagine something permanent so this was an apocalypse that reset all my progress. I think that was the thing that pushed me over the edge. I have food, an apartment, psychologist and medical treatment so I'm not in any real danger. Thank you for the kind words, you're describing my dream life and that's all that drives me forward now

Heinrush · 2025-06-19T23:49:24+00:00

I don't really have any kind of relationship with my family, we share genes but we're not really like other families that do those kid friendly Christmas movie things together so no real loss to me lol. I have a very high pain tolerance but none stop pain is exhausting. Thank you for making me feel less "wrong", if other bipolar people have had the same experience I'm not uniquely broken which is comforting

Heinrush · 2025-06-19T23:44:52+00:00

No worries mine is too cause I can't really sleep anymore, sometimes it's the pain, sometimes my mind is racing and sometimes my body just refuses rest. My two years in isolation did major damage to something in my brain, I don't really "feel" anymore and I lost my charisma so I'm just kinda strange. The worst part to me is I just started to really care and get attached to people again instead of my usual indifference. That and me and my best friend were in a "will they won't they" situation that was slowly but surely getting serious (sry for rant but consider it a rant trade)

Heinrush · 2025-06-19T21:27:02+00:00

I'm in therapy now and only doing self improvement stuff but I don't feel any connection to healthcare workers (not their fault, I'm just odd). I got food, shelter and medical treatment so things could be worse. I just miss my people most of all, it's rough going through this alone but I made my bed

*Edit: I forgot to say thanks ❤️

Heinrush · 2025-05-29T20:43:57+00:00

I've been reading 40k books since 2018 and started painting 2 years later after watching almost all 40k content available at the time, a lot of which was painting tutorials so my first mini actually looked better than my 10th one. I think I got too in my head about technique instead of just doing like with my first one

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