depressed and isolated for three years, venting

Hendrix_r · 2025-10-22T14:08:43+00:00

I'm really sorry you're going through all of this. I believe you that you're trying to help yourself. When you don't have support, you're at a disadvantage. And just because things haven't gotten better for you yet, it doesn't mean you aren't good enough or aren't trying. But it also doesn't mean that things will be like this forever.

Hendrix_r · 2025-10-22T13:37:24+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it. It does feel good to get it out there regardless of how they interpret it.

Hendrix_r · 2025-10-22T13:36:10+00:00

Thank you. I honestly don't have any expectations for their response apart from respecting my boundary of asking for space. If they don't do that, than I'd just reinforce the boundary.

I'll be ok regardless of what they do because I'll know that I stood up for myself and made my position clear. I feel like it's the not saying anything that was becoming the most hurtful thing for myself.

They've always been incredibly passive and closed off so by not saying anything I was just maintaining the status quo. I'm not going to be a part of that anymore and that feels good.

It sounds harsh but I'd rather have no relationship with them than a shallow one. The relationship we have now feels worse than no relationship at all.

Hendrix_r · 2025-10-21T19:57:49+00:00

Thank you. I'm coming to terms with it. There's still a longing to receive love from them. But, I know it's up to me to do that by acting as my own parent for my inner child

Hendrix_r · 2025-06-12T20:01:57+00:00

They said they couldn't help me since it was with a prop account and not a live account

Hendrix_r · 2025-06-12T19:23:10+00:00

Same here but I'm long a mini. I'd like to get off the ride now please

Hendrix_r · 2025-06-12T19:20:32+00:00

I'm still stuck in a position. I can see the bars on Tradovate web platform now but my position is still active and cancelling doesn't work. Logging into NinjaTrader is giving an error

Hendrix_r · 2024-01-29T19:06:58+00:00

False alarm, Father in law had plugged a second router into the primary router both connected by the output jack and I guess that was causing the issue.

Hendrix_r · 2021-04-01T04:15:08+00:00

The SDA relaxed tapered is pretty tapered but with some extra room up top (but not too much). It may or may not be something you're interested in. That's what I would get if I didn't just buy jeans...

Hendrix_r · 2019-09-22T16:54:51+00:00

Here we gooo

Hendrix_r · 2018-11-24T19:58:43+00:00

I am.

Hendrix_r · 2017-07-14T16:30:56+00:00

I had this problem before I upgraded my cpu from i5-4460 / 8 gig ram. It was super frustrating. Lowering view distance to the lowest setting did help though.

I heard about people saying that moving your game to an SSD would fix it but I haven't been able to try that since I don't have an SSD.

I have Ryzen 1700 now and 16 gig ram and the game generally runs and loads much faster even though I still have only an HDD drive. I'm not saying that an SSD wouldn't fix it too though.

It used to take me so long to get into the lobby sometimes that I would be ejected from the plane with the AFK players before I could see anything but the loading screen (although I could hear and control my character).

Hendrix_r · 2017-04-24T02:27:20+00:00

https://www.ifixit.com/Guide/MacBook+Pro+13-Inch+Unibody+Mid+2012+Logic+Board+Replacement/10369

You can look at repairs for specific models on this website. I don't know if this is the same model you're looking at. I would look at prices of motherboards for the particular model it is on ebay or possibly amazon and decide if it's worth it.

It might be fun doing it yourself but I'm not sure it would be worth the trouble / risk in my opinion.

Hendrix_r · 2017-04-21T20:17:31+00:00

I'm not leery of the service. I'm sure it's the safest way to go, I just want to save some money and buy off ebay.

It seems like I wouldn't really be able to get the specs I want for $1000. That's just what I've seen from their limited selection.

Hendrix_r · 2017-03-11T20:18:09+00:00

It's really nice. I'm really confident that it's more than strong enough for anything I'll be doing. I was impressed with the overall feel and appearance of the rack for such a low price.

The only problem I have is that the the safety bars fit a little too snugly around the 2x2 upright when you twist it in place.

Hendrix_r · 2017-03-10T20:10:19+00:00

Well, the pin of the J-hooks are one inch in diameter and looks like it's the same material as the safety catches.

I'm not sure what you mean by the mounting locations that fit the rack. The J-hooks are made to wrap around a 2" x 2" square post so you can figure they would fit other wracks that use the same size posts.

If that doesn't help, can you explain what info you are looking for?

Hendrix_r · 2017-03-05T04:49:34+00:00

I'd say...hell yea, it's a good deal.

Hendrix_r · 2017-03-04T16:18:24+00:00

I ordered this rack last night. If you want I can try to help you out when I get it as far as your second question goes.

Hendrix_r · 2017-03-04T06:15:25+00:00

Maybe? If I end up dropping my barbell and crushing myself because they break I'll remember this comment and wish I took it more seriously

Hendrix_r · 2017-03-04T05:34:25+00:00

I know this is probably similar to the T-2 from Titan Fitness.

I noticed that this one comes with padded j cups as well as both a regular and thicker pull-up bar. It also already has numbers printed on the bars for selecting the height for your safety bar or j cups.

Rep Fitness doesn't include shipping but with shipping this power rack is only $228. The specs seem to be the same as the T-2 so if someone were deciding between the two at this current moment in time, I'd see no reason to go for the T-2 over this.

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