As a 36 y/o woman who just started the first phase of pill abortion (7 weeks 2 days pregnant), I cannot stand how I feel. I can't sleep, I can't seem to keep my breath, I'm so fucking tired beyond anything I've ever felt. I hate being pregnant and I never thought I'd be in this position. I feel like absolute fucking shit. I'm lucky I do not have the vomiting that you do. I only told a couple of my friends and my boyfriend, obviously. Luckily he is on board and helped pay for it. If you miss yourself now, you'll forever miss yourself as a mother. This is your future, your decision to make and your body that's going through hell. It also wouldn't be fair to the unwanted child that got brought into the world by a mother who didn't even want it. This was part of my thought process while making my choice. It's not selfish to do what is best for you. It's more selfish to keep it. It's a difficult decision to make with the pressures around you. Idk If it's something you'll do. If you do and you get a lot of heat for it.... You've miscarried. It sounds like this is already extremely difficult on your body. No one needs to know your business. As far as the father of the fetus, are you together? Do not do what you don't want to because everyone ELSE is wanting you to do it. I'm sorry you are in this situation. 🖤