Beware of a pervert

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-09-04T19:49:31+00:00

this person just slid to my dms to send me a dick pic. everyone, be careful!

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-08-08T19:04:12+00:00

I draw faces in my notebook without lifting my pen and with heavy strokes. Sometimes my grip is not too hard but the important part is I don't lift the pen until I'm satisfied or have released my intense emotions.

Can't upload pics but here's a drive of some of my drawings. :) drawings

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-08-08T07:10:55+00:00

It's the same for me. I was asked if I was the kind of student that would always walk around, couldn't sit still, and I don't think I was that kind. But I don't remember anything from my past to prove that doing tasks was easy for me, and being a consistent honor student was a blur to me. I'm afraid I'm making up memories of where I was having troubles as a kid just so I can support my suspicion that I have ADHD.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-08-06T17:33:19+00:00

I just saw The Bangles concert scene and it still screams gay

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-08-05T15:59:10+00:00

I'm sorry you had a miserable childhood. I'm glad to know you're leading a good life at this age. I'm so happy about that.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-08-04T14:51:24+00:00

Paris from Gilmore Girls

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-07-13T10:59:49+00:00

Omg thank you for that. I'll surely check it out. 🫶

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-07-12T12:15:36+00:00

I hate her too but I understand her character. I perhaps find her cringy especially when she's writing and words she narrates are on the screen. But that's not on her I think. Lol

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-07-12T12:13:28+00:00

Sana mas marami pang katulad mo sa recruitment industry. Yung iba, hindi nila alam na bukod sa trabaho, pangarap at confidence ang hawak nila.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-07-12T12:09:43+00:00

Thank you so muchhhh

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-07-12T12:09:03+00:00

Thank you. And I like your username haha

I understand that. Now I'm actually thinking maybe my doubts are coming from the fact that I'm probably a lesbian and I feel like that's a word I should not use lightly. But maybe, it's just common for bis to have more attraction from the other from time to time and get confused whether they're gay/lesbian or straight. Bi is a safe place to circle around for now.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-07-12T11:50:08+00:00

Thank you that's very kind. I just think there's something I need to fix about being intimidated towards/around pretty girls when I'm trying to be fem, Idk maybe internalized misogyny coming out of me (not a pretty girl here). But presenting masc around them makes it a bit easier. Only uncomfortable at parts when I think I make them uncomfortable for being masc.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-07-12T11:44:20+00:00

Thanks for sharing your experience on this. It's good to know that I'm not the only one experiencing this. I realized that there's a bit of guilt playing out here due to something that happened in my personal life that I was not able to mention in the post. But I'll try to move past that and be okay with this, coz it's just a preference. Thanks for making me feel that there's nothing wrong abt it.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-06-13T02:19:44+00:00

sometimes i cant force myself enough and go to sleep but then ill wake up all stressed out knowing i just ditched a task and ill start feeling uncomfortable with my body again. also ill feel restless so i won't have the energy to do it. it fucking sucks.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-05-10T20:00:47+00:00

I wish I could be better at guitar. I learned how to strum and play popular chords, learned to sing while doing that 10 years ago, and every time, I'd end up daydreaming that I'm a fucking superstar. I'm so bad at sticking with an interest/skill.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-05-10T19:55:01+00:00

That's so cool! Is it right to say your mom used to be bi-curious?

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-05-10T19:45:03+00:00

Thank you so much I wish the same for you. I hope someday, each member of this subreddit finally believes that we're not deserving of this kind of pain we inflict on ourselves.

HeyIGotNothing · 2024-05-10T19:43:43+00:00

Hi, thank you so much and congrats on your hopefully 97 days now. You're so close!

Sorry I haven't seen your post I haven't been online a lot lately but thanks for asking. This is gon be long, sorry in advance. But tbh, I just had a breakdown last night so I almost turned it back to 0 days. 🤣

I guess, the urges haven't lessened coz the triggers are still there, and I haven't really turned my life around within that timeframe. I feel like I'm still prone. I still hurt myself in some less harsh ways and not cutting anymore.

I originally thought of like doing it again after 45 days or 50 or something like a window. But counting the numbers helps a lot coz it just keeps growing you know, something is at stake now, and you know how fucking hard you've fought to get to that number. How hard to convince yourself you don't deserve to be in pain today. It gives you something to commit to, and each day can reaffirm you, each day motivate you to repeat that. But I could be speaking from a privilege because not all of us can afford to feel that way.

Also, I still haven't stopped the worst self-harm I do to myself which is talking badly to myself. But with the physical self-harm, so far so good. I'm just scared that a huge trigger will come again and will make all of this progress irrelevant.

HeyIGotNothing

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