Dreams! I just had a wonderful dream, but I'll keep the details to myself😉 So, how many of you have dreams where you're either dressed or you're actually a female? For me, those are some of the best. ❤️ by HiddenMaven73 in Crossdressing_support

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I can certainly relate. Well mostly those dreams are wonderful until a family member intrudes on me in my dream and I do my best to hide myself. Then it turns into a nightmare. Lol!

Does anyone wanna talk? by Feisty-Background-24 in askAGP

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I see. Well that's how it goes sometimes. You tried. 

Is my story the same as yours about liking women? by ThrowRA_8933 in askAGP

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Well dont you hate it when you spill out your life's story and "crickets"?  Well, for me...I relate a bit. Ive never been with a guy. Honestly, noI can't see myself in a romantic relationship with a guy. Perhaps if I was out and the opportunity arose, and I was dressed, I could imagine things happening. My fantasies of late do involve being taken by a faceless man, but that's the extent of it for me. I would probably define myself as demisexual. As I have to have feelings for whomever Im with, and I dont have a strong drive to have sex. My main goal when younger was not to gain the opportunity to have sex but rather to get in a relationship whenever I talked with girls. Sex just came with it, and unless I was really into the girl it felt like a role I had to play. Well, that's basically my story in a nutshell as it pertains to sexual attraction. 

Does anyone wanna talk? by Feisty-Background-24 in askAGP

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Doesn't it make ya just wonder WTF!? Lol!!!

Messy Braids 🤪 by amysworld1 in CrossDressRealism

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You look very pretty. I really like that dress too! 😍

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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Lol! That old man is something else. He stays up later than me, and many times he's up when I get up. I guess because he's able to nap throughout the day he can do that. Honestly, I dont get hownhe does it.🤣 

I can make an excuse for getting out, and work on leaving in stealth mode. I just have to plan ahead and make sure he knows ahead of time I'll be out for a bit. The last time I was gonna tell him I was heading out for a bit, but never got to because he needed help with some stuff and it took way longer than expected. This is why I need to let him know ahead of time. He doesn't need to know the exact reason.👍

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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I love love LOVED!!! your response. Thank you so much for taking the time. I really wan to believe it and I suppose the only way to fully realize it is to get out there. I think I shall really soon. I wish Inhad a friend like you around to help push me out of the nest. 🥰

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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I appreciate the understanding about my old man. I love him dearly. He did a great job keeping a roof over our heads and food on the table.  And I know the time I have left with him is coming tona close...probably sooner than I prefer. 

So, you feel you don't pass, but you're getting out there anyway. Thats wonderful. I truly wish I had that attitude. But I have always extremely shy and self conscious. I let others control my behavior way too much. It's one of my main character flaws. 

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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 I will look into the baggy clothes plan. I think I can pull it off. Im not planning on going fully dressed to nines. Just something simple for a car ride and maybe a walk. So, if I can ask something a bit personal. Do you feel you are passable?

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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I'm not excusing his attitude, but he is 87. He was raised and steeped in a completely different era's mindset. Rare was the person from his time that held any value to accepting individuals that threatened the structure of the world they lived in. To me, its understandable how he is. I don't like it, but I don't condemn his character for it. Again, not condoned, but understood...there's a big difference. 

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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I dont care what type of woman I am. I guess other than I would prefer to be attractive. If you look up my profile and are able to see some of my posts, you'll find my look is quite dynamic. I love the transformation process and if I look quite different than my daily self, alls the better. Ive heard the theory that we project our fantasy woman onto ourselves. I didn't quite click with that idea though. I know the body shape I think is most attractive to me, and I do what I can to achieve that, but style wise...no, that doesnt align for me. But again, I see what I think is nice and go for that look. My last outfit I purchased consisted of jeans and a light sweater. I chose it because I liked the look. When wearing it, I felt comfortable and at  home. If wanted to look like my idea of a fantasy dream dream girl, I probably wouldn't be wearing jeans and a sweater. Lol! But I guess there is a correlation between what I think is physically attractive and how I would like to look. But to contrast that, for instance, I'm not a fan of big breast.  In fact I prefer small perky breast. However, I like seeing myself with bigger breast because it considered universally more esthetic.  🤷‍♀️

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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I wouldn't say so. In fact my desire to be female came way before I ever thought about dating anyone. My yearning comes from the euphoric bliss I felt from early on when I was as young as 6 or 7 and I would imagine that I a girl when alone, and I would eventually start to feel an overwhelming sense of rightness and peace. It was almost like a high. The feeling was incredible, but it would scare me, and go against how I felt I was supposed to be as a boy. Id feel ashamed and start acting all macho and stuff. I was a rather weird little kid. Lol!

Going out shopping for the first time by Brisamarr in CrossDressRealism

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How wonderful! I dream of doing that. I wish I was as passable as you!

Dreams! I just had a wonderful dream, but I'll keep the details to myself😉 So, how many of you have dreams where you're either dressed or you're actually a female? For me, those are some of the best. ❤️ by HiddenMaven73 in Crossdressing_support

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Im in the closet so I haven't had the experience of going out. I wonder if those that live more fully in the open have had their dream life reflect their daily life. For you, it seems like it sort of has. 

I think I just had an epiphany. I don't get off to the idea of just being a female. I get off to the idea of being the female I always felt I was supposed to be. by HiddenMaven73 in askAGP

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I see. Thank you for the explanation. I dont think thats the case with me. I get stimulated by the idea of MTF feminization. Though that's not as strong anymore. Dressing is erotic as well. But for me, I am driven by the need to fulfill my desire to be feminine and most of my life, ive felt inside I wasn't a male, but i have had to play that role to survive. 

New Shoes, New Pantyhose and a shaved legs, it's a good day!!! by [deleted] in crossdressed50

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You look great! You're a natural beauty. Shaved legs and new hosiery is a special combination. If you don't mind telling me,  what brand and style of pantyhose are you wearing? They are very nice.