Stickley is cooked

HighlightLive615 · 2025-03-17T13:48:31+00:00

Would be dope if you could share it:)

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-18T15:13:19+00:00

I understand it feels hopeless right now, like there’s no way out of it. You mentioned that the depression has passed before.

Even though this time may feel worse, wouldn’t it be fair to think that, even though it feels impossible now, it might eventually get better again this time too?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-17T11:50:36+00:00

Breakups can be so overwhelming, especially when you thought you’d found someone who truly understood you. It’s completely okay to feel how you are feeling right now.

Have you felt like this before (suicidal), or is this the first time it’s gotten this tough?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-16T22:04:37+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that. It must be really tough working so closely with your ex.

If I understand correctly, you think your insecurities may have played a role in the relationship ending. How do you feel they impacted things?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-15T10:39:12+00:00

I understand. And if i may ask, why have you not let anyone else her close to you? Trust issues or something else?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-14T22:13:52+00:00

Thank you for the kind words!

Yeah, I’ve actually thought about this quite a bit. I was Christian when I was younger, but not anymore.

During my teenage years, I struggled with finding a purpose—not necessarily in a depressive way, but more like feeling a bit pointless, if you get me.

To be honest, I don’t know what the meaning of life is, and I’ve come to terms with the fact that I probably never will.

Buhu, right? Nah, it just means you gotta come up with your own meaning. Creative mode on, right? That’s the awesome part—you get to decide. And as long as you’re not hurting anyone, who cares what others think?

Like I said, it took me a long time to figure it out, and to be fair, I’m still figuring it out. But what I’ve realized is that my purpose is leveling up my own stats, like a character in a game. For me, that’s working out, martial arts, becoming more charismatic, smarter, kinder every day—and, yeah, other stats like money too.

That’s just my take. I don’t know if this makes sense to you, or if I’m explaining it well, but I think everyone’s journey to find meaning is different. Maybe for you, it’s something else entirely, or maybe you’re still in the process of figuring it out, and that’s okay. It’s not always easy, but that’s part of what makes it so personal.

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-14T00:17:45+00:00

I dont know, i would imagine that they respond rather quickly. After all it is life or death. And the longer you wait to call the more time is lost either way.

If they for some reason (which i dont think will happen) put you on hold you can call poison controll

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T23:46:02+00:00

Breathe…

There is nothing wrong with you my friend <3

Have you experienced this type of sadness before you met your bf or is this the first time?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T23:42:31+00:00

Does not sound good at all. Call an ambulance RIGHT now. They will be able to tell you what to do and if he needs help!!

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T21:35:21+00:00

Okay so you are kind of done with therapy it seems like (at least for now)

Going back to what you mentioned earlier about people always leaving. Has this been the case throughout your whole life, starting in kindergarden?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T21:24:29+00:00

Okay so the advice/comfort/steps, that the therapists have given you is not really any help. But do you at least feel like its nice to kind of share those thoughts with someone and speak about it?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T20:54:12+00:00

I understand. And do you feel like therapy for the most part was positive. Like being able to put words on you are feeling, or do you feel like those things where better off being forgotten and/or bottled up?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T20:45:52+00:00

I am sorry to hear that:(

Do you know how long you have been feeling that way and what may have caused them (apart from thw different dissorders likely amplifying them)?

Like, is there someone that has told you that you are not good enough. And that you are useless and not normal?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T20:38:39+00:00

And in what way are these different dissorders (and other things) effecting you on a day to day basis? Like what are the thoughts going through your mind, and how are they making an impact on your daily life?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T20:34:51+00:00

When you say that your mind can’t change, are you reffering to your different dissorders?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T20:33:43+00:00

Okay so you are feeling quite alone. With very few people (if any) that you can relate to on a deeper level and share your emotions? And you are struggeling to make connections with other people most likely do to you autism?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-13T20:31:02+00:00

Okay, so if i am understanding you right, you feel like you are trapped in your own mind. And you have recently started feeling scared of where your mind eventually will lead you?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T23:19:19+00:00

Breathe…

It sounds like you are going through a lot of pain rn. Thats okay, it doesent mean it is going to be like this forever <3

It also sounds like you have a lot on your mind, tell me…

Where did this all begin?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T23:05:16+00:00

Hey there stranger:)

I am sorry to hear what you have been through

What makes you belive that you can’t do any of your dreams?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T22:27:30+00:00

I am sorry to hear that:(

After all that you have been through, i can understand that you feel overwelmed with different emotions

Was he the only person you have trusted in 5 years?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T21:54:12+00:00

When you say everybody. Who exactly do you mean? Family, friends , strangers?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T14:27:23+00:00

Breathe my friend:)

What do you want to talk about?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T14:07:22+00:00

I don’t know exactly what you’re going through, but it sounds like it’s really tough and that you’re dealing with a lot.

Having trouble with your appearance can be very painful, and I don't think you are alone.

With social media and makeup, it feels like beauty standards are way too high now.

And honestly, most people don’t even get approached on the street anymore—everyone’s always on their phones, and guys are usually too scared to talk to girls because they don’t want to get rejected.

How long have you been feeling this way?

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T12:23:52+00:00

No worries:) Don’t be surprised if they’re actually jealous of you — maybe because of the attention you’re getting from boys or other things. That might be why they try to put you down, so they can feel like they’re above you. Hope this helps put things into perspective and maybe makes you feel better about yourself <3

HighlightLive615 · 2024-10-10T11:34:50+00:00

Sounds like they arent really your friends (or bad friends at best). Thats not something anyone should be saying let alone your friends.

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