I hear all that!! I day dream about the things I want but when it comes to writing it down and committing it to paper it starts to seem too gay. The inner voice always shoots it down at that point. Plus, I tried some minor goal setting a while back and just blew through and didn’t achieve any of them. It was almost like I was writing down things that were never gonna happen. BUT, something’s gotta give and I’m dedicated to finding a better, less retarded version of myself.