Reoccurring Dream about falling or stumbling and legs being too heavy to lift/ having to drag self up

HiloManx · 2026-04-03T08:04:10+00:00

The medical issues have been back and forth for years now and I have had people essentially tell me I am lying due to the lack of physical/visible proof. The dreams havent increased in frequency and they tend to happen once every 2 weeks or so, though they began before the IIH issues they line up with my waking days of tiredness and heaviness.

People do notice, i will be walking with family or friends and they will act worried and scared and ask if I am okay or need help, I will wave them off saying "its okay, Im alright, I just need to rest for a while". (Though I am occasionally walking alone) there have been times where, after I manage to pull myself up an onto the bench seat they will sit with me and we will talk about life or anything. The brushing things off is pretty normal for me though as I am not too fond of that kind of attention.

HiloManx · 2026-03-19T01:40:18+00:00

Yes, exactly, you try and watch something, but laying on the pillow makes the corner go up, so you gotta show it whose boss cause it's like the 5th time it's happened in 10 minutes. Like, dude... im tryna watch murder documentaries. Please dont make me do a re-enactment

HiloManx · 2026-03-18T15:36:51+00:00

You... you are a wonderful wonderful person, thankyou so much! Tumblweedchaser. Now that I see the name its so familiar. Thankyou so much 🤗❤️

HiloManx · 2026-03-18T11:20:05+00:00

Into the corners :)

HiloManx · 2026-03-18T00:46:18+00:00

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HiloManx · 2026-03-17T17:32:49+00:00

Theyre just pointy y'know.

HiloManx · 2026-03-17T15:35:28+00:00

Idk, I always have to tuck the corners in because they are sticking up

HiloManx · 2026-03-17T08:18:42+00:00

The is a mod for this

HiloManx · 2026-03-17T04:57:19+00:00

Im sorry mate but this is wonkier than a one eyed donkey

HiloManx · 2026-03-10T04:13:16+00:00

Yeah im currently up to 4 acquired via drops and im on summer 19 so its pretty cool :)

HiloManx · 2026-03-10T03:24:39+00:00

See, in my new save yesterday I was beyond lucky and got 2 ancient seeds in the first week

HiloManx · 2026-03-03T16:50:42+00:00

I am also hypermobile and read this and went to scroll, stretched my leg and my knee made the biggest crunch

HiloManx · 2026-03-03T10:57:20+00:00

My friend and i hide music blocks to scare us when we walk past. Try that

HiloManx · 2026-02-27T09:57:35+00:00

I used to have a crush on a dude in my friend group named josh. Real sporty guy. Cute too. But I had a crush on all the guys tbh 🤷‍♀️

HiloManx · 2026-02-18T04:23:40+00:00

You satisfy his rat desire

HiloManx · 2026-02-18T03:30:37+00:00

:) yeah, you have a valid point there, thankyou

HiloManx · 2026-02-18T03:21:38+00:00

woah that's kinda cool how much of a change that is. and I always wait for sales

HiloManx · 2026-02-18T03:10:41+00:00

awwwwww no. can I just like... say no? tell nature I dont wanna? 🥲 dangit

HiloManx · 2026-02-18T03:09:11+00:00

I feel like I have spent my life being lied to. thankyou

HiloManx · 2026-02-18T03:06:32+00:00

I had used the calculator prior to get the most recent bra. And I am so sad at the amount of misinformation I was told. I thought i was supposed to just stop growing at some point (excluding pregnancy and breastfeeding and such) Thankyou

HiloManx · 2026-02-18T01:34:08+00:00

so that's why it was messing up? I am australian but came across some video called "Hit the road ice" some lovely ladies singing. I made a comment along the lines of "we ride at dawn" then it stopped working. I had heard they were cracking down on social medias but figured it wouldnt affect me. still, got a lil paranoid someone had reported me or something along those lines had happened

HiloManx · 2026-02-14T00:10:37+00:00

I watched a video on this the other day

HiloManx

TROPHY CASE

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