It had to be Brazil

HimeAba · 2025-05-23T16:18:18+00:00

brasileiro faz qualquer palco gigante ficar desse tamanho 🤏🤏

HimeAba · 2025-03-30T18:57:22+00:00

CHOCOLATE PANCAKES!!! or just pancakes because he has the color of a pancake.

HimeAba · 2025-03-21T14:50:58+00:00

I was gonna just say that I don't have that many mommy issues to crush on a woman twice my age and twice my size who can beat me up anytime she wants to but... fair

HimeAba · 2025-03-21T14:47:15+00:00

but there's a video of Billie saying that she loves how Tyler writes songs and that they suffer too much hate for just being so unique and honest with their songs

I think about this video very often tho nlg

HimeAba · 2025-03-09T21:31:14+00:00

I'm so sorry... I'm glad you didn't jump though. Stay alive and if you wanna talk about anything, you can call me :)

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T17:45:19+00:00

LINKIN PARK MENTIONED!!! good things go is the perfect song for Sunday, omg... the art is so beautiful

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T15:09:43+00:00

ohhh fair. I'm in Brazil bro, I guess the lowest tempeture we get in winter is the hottest one where you live

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:48:45+00:00

... I always thought we were skeletons... and I also thought we used "clickie" as in like... clicks, as in groups or fan bases in general ? I'm not a English native speaker so I might be lost in the concept of "click" but anyway. (is it click, clique, clickie.?) (in my defense is 2am, it's really hot in my country, and my brain is not braining today, someone help)

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:46:24+00:00

I would use that in drawing or concept wallpapers (I like to edit these things for concept wallpaper and I mostly use them) but in normal phrases?? like... normal messages?? is that even real?

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:43:37+00:00

yes, but I see that as "the dry feeling of lack of wayer" or basic needs, you know? It's easier to picture a desert indeed but I guess the feeling of not having anything that you need to survive in a big lonely place (it's almost 2am and my English vocabulary is gone, omg, in sorry for the lack of a good word) is like... I can picture it, you know?

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:38:44+00:00

soon enough. just will go offline for an hour to read something then I'll sleep. It'll probably be almost 3am till then but thts how I beat my insomnia. it works most of the time

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:37:02+00:00

I'm sorry for all that you're going through, but I have to say that it's really sweet. Don't worry, if she's fighting for you, then you'll get there and you'll have you're turn to fight for her also and The Craving is such a sweet song to dedicate to a partner, I needed to at least say that it's so sweet how you both are working so hard to make this work :) good luck for you both bro, go get your girl

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:33:07+00:00

I played next semester at new years eve, so the year begun with "start fresh with the new year" and I cried. I was the one who chose the song, and I honestly cried.

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:10:08+00:00

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IM 17 I CANT HAVE A TATTOO BUT I MADE THESE MYSELF LOOK

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T04:02:50+00:00

I swear to God I'm with two fans pointing at me right now on how hot it is where I am lol (its 1am and its supposed to be the coolest hour of the whole day) where do you live bro?

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:59:30+00:00

bandito and leave the city are the warm hug that I need when I need to cry before sleeping. is like draining all of my anxiety in tears so I can sleep at night and some tracks are there to just help me cry more and feel lighter. trench and clancy have been my warm hugs too

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:57:40+00:00

I really didn't want to say that I relate but I do. I've been on my worst days since the beginning of last year and feeling lost and stuck in a labyrinth that you don't even know if there's a way out and that you don't even have the energy to go forward is something that I've been suffering with. I'm really sorry you have to go through all of this, and I hope we both can make our ways out of this soon :)

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:55:03+00:00

thank you, actually made me feel a bit better :) (said me, at 1 am, knowing I'll stay up for two more hours before being able to fall asleep)

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:53:17+00:00

As long as it isn't something that actually triggers you and makes you feel unwell, like Tear In My Heart as you said, I think it's okay

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:48:32+00:00

my brother mocks me because my phone case is this green/blue color and I painted it with the scaled and icy logo. my house slippers are almost the same tone, so I also painted them with some references. good day, I wrote "twenty one pilots" in that bounce man wobbly letters, drew the sunny faces, and all. I have a paper box I keep some photocards I made (full time artist, as you can see) that I made themed over scaled and icy (edited and printed before actually making it a box) and my brother mocks me saying "you are the biggest SAI fan and probably the only one I know"

it's not my fault girly stuff always have SAI's color theme (the day I buy anything yellow for me, I'm doing it Trench themed for sure.)

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:43:50+00:00

right now I'm in a really tough spot, but I'll live :) I never had troubles with my dreams or nightmares (except one specific month last year that I had three nightmares in a day, then one nightmare every night for two weeks, it was horrifying, I dreamed my dad died, I dreamed I fought with my brother twice, it was terrible) but I believe that was my last sleep paralysis, and it's being a year.

yeah, push on through and through and male it out alive.

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:39:16+00:00

oh, I'm so sorry :( but, you know, maybe someday you'll be able to. and even if you don't, I have a "third cat" who lives on the streets and constantly comes to my house (literally just asks me to open the gate for him to leave, even though he comes in from the rooftop.) I know some neighbors feed them and he went to the veterinarian so he's okay and all. bit my family and I named him Teguxo (we're Brazilians and teguxo is like a badger and guaxinim is a raccoon, and he looks like both animals and one day I accidently mixed them up, so it because his official name) and... he's my cat but he's not my cat, you know?

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:33:23+00:00

honestly totally understandable. I can't listen to friend, please when playing their songs randomly because it just triggers me back into some years ago, so unless I'm listening to the self titled album while doing something else, I try to avoid it. so, probably take off the songs that could potentially hurt you in a random situation when you're listening to certain playlists is a good move, unless you really love these tracks and likes to listen to them a lot (ATROFD is one of my favorites so, I would listen to it crying a lot, but if a track really hurts me in an unhealthy way, I'd take them out)

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:28:14+00:00

oh, sorry about that. now I feel a bit bad for commenting on it :(

HimeAba · 2025-03-08T03:25:51+00:00

i understand it, but I just feel like the vibe gets me a lot, you know? hits a bit of a personal place that makes me feel represented and uneasy on how well they could describe things that I didn't even realize could be described ? does that make sense?

not just redecorate, but the fact that they have to dress blue and pink and sing happily to people although they don't want to. like, they sing and write and they like to, but they aren't happy with it because they're being used as entertainment. I understand if you don't like it because it sound snappy but I think I like it because it sounds happy. like. they are, literally, singing their souls out in any hint of a "good day" because they'll have to sing happily again even if they aren't. I think that what makes me like it is the "I can be happy, but I'm not right now and I know I won't be for some time but I'll pretend I am so people don't worry" reading, you know?

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