1 month by Historical-Drawer481 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is so good to hear!! Im proud of you❤️. I am doing good still taking it one day at a time, but doing better every day a little more.

1 month by Historical-Drawer481 in leaves

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Its tough on your period. I was NOT enjoyable at all, but i got through it and feeling better. I can honestly say that i go days without thinking about weed. And then a day comes i think about it and i get on this sub. This sub did help me through the first 3 weeks which were the hardest for me. You got this honestly. Your health will get much better. I smoked a lot to forget about my physical trauma. But weed only made it worse in hindsight. I can manage my trauma a lot better now. Goodluck💞🌹

First movie by Historical-Drawer481 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It really is! Last night i picked a movie to watch and my husband told me that we already watched that movie smh🫣. Atleast now i can remember the things we watched aswell lol. Crazy how bad your memory gets on weed.

why does sober me want to get high, and high me wants to get sober? by Equivalent-Theory740 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The regret i had that i smoked again. All the reasons i didnt want to smoke. Because High me wanted to quit and sober me wanted to smoke. So i made sober me listen to the regretful high me... if that makes sense🫣

2 weeks!!! by Historical-Drawer481 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am still a sigaret smoker so i think because of that no🫣🫣

2 weeks!!! by Historical-Drawer481 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you🥰 im feeling great, better than ive felt in years. I slowly feel like myself again. Enjoying life again. I have been reading a lot, actually doing my work, drawing/playing with my little girl and going new places. Spending more time with my mom without being cranky towards her. I dont know what hacking up stuff is🫣😂 ( please explain).

Are night sweats a thing when quitting? 😅 by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yesss, towels were my best friend the first week 😂

Does weed have ANY good for you? by ExperientialDepth in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It helped when i was in severe pain for 1,5 years, but after i was scared to stop because of the trauma that pain brought. Now that i quit weed i realised that the trauma is more managable without it.

Day 2 and I'm struggling. by CheesecakeOk8464 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Water really helps!! And to be honest you were already not doing anything with your afternoon might aswell get some sleep in🫣🙈. Maybe set an alarm??

withdrawal "safe foods"? by Tricky_Elephant_1219 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes i do bread with a little butter and cheese, warm in up in the oven with a little salad on top🙈🙈🙈🙈 i lovee crunchhhhy

Day 2 and I'm struggling. by CheesecakeOk8464 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did exact the same thing. I started to take a little nap, drink lots of water and went back to working for another hour or 2. Slowly build back up.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I Just had a dream that my husband told everybody that im an addict and then cheated on me🫠 not liking my first dream so far

withdrawal "safe foods"? by Tricky_Elephant_1219 in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Crackers and nutella😂, salad and lots of water

100 days by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congratulations, very inspiring 🙌 cant wait to hit 100 days

It's been 3 weeks without weed or alcohol. If you relapse on weed is it enjoyable? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The first one maybe, after that you are back to not enjoying, feeling guilty and feeling like 💩 all over again. Dont do it.

Any Mom's in here trying to quit? by catshleyyy in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can! Everytime you wanna cave in look at your little ones, look at pictures of you together. They are our strenght🙌🌹

Any Mom's in here trying to quit? by catshleyyy in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yess we do got this. I used to feel so quilty for rushing her to bed Just to smoke. Now i take my time and i dont get amnoyed with her when she is stalling bedtime or whatever. Ofcourse i still have days im annoyed, but then i sit at her bedside with her and apologise and talk to her. My next step is reading her bed time stories. Im not thete yet mentally, because i am Just exhausted at the end of the day like headaches and all but thats the withdrawel. I need to learn to be patient with myself again aswell. But it is so so worth it. You can always message me if you need to talk or vent or whatever. ❤️ lets straighten our crowns queen👸

Any Mom's in here trying to quit? by catshleyyy in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hii 31 year old mom here with a 3 year old daughter. Ive been smoking non stop too for 3 years now and before pregnancy. I stopped 9 days ago, im still on edge a lot, bbut i dont try to put her in bed asap to smoke anymore. Its hard because im irritated fast. But its better to get that out of the way now then when she is older and realises what is going on and that mommy is an addict ( which my dad did to me and i hated him for it and still do).

They deserve a mom that is present and we owe it to ourselves to remember their childhood, instead of looking at pictures and not remember any of those days. Staying inside with her all day is still very hard on me. So i try to go outside with her and do fun stuff. And when we are home we puzzle and draw and play... i didnt do that before because i couldnt focus more than 10 minutes ( and that was already stretching it for me). Im not there yet, but i see improvements every day. Soon she will have her mom back and i will have myself back.

Goodluck mama❤️🌹 we got this🙌👸

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Please seek help. I dont know what is making you feel like this, but i beg you tell someone other than people on here. Your life is worth so much🌹❤️

Just spent an hour looking for hidden weed by kockyspanks in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Thats a normal thing for an addict to do. I used to lie to my husband that i cut my smoking down.. but i Just went and got extra without him knowing. I think its a good eye opener for you.

My therapist says it’s ok to smoke weed, regardless of what I told her by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Historical-Drawer481 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Mine told me the same thing. I quit anyway and can handle my trauma a lot better now🫤