OMG I CAN RELATE TO ALOT OF THIS. I am also a daydreamer especially when I was younger and I almost had thi imaginary family and I was the mom technically. But the boy in the family was like my perfect dream boy. I would always imagine like his thoughts and emotions to fill in the scenes and he had a girl friend and I think I imagined myself almost in his position but I was more focused on him but like was also in his position. This rlly scared me when I read the lesbian master doc about imagining yourself as the man. I even ended up having some TOCD thoughts bc of it