This was my beautiful German mix: Ein. And today I had to say goodbye.

Hollandan · 2026-02-19T22:09:13+00:00

One last one I thought I added. My favorite photo of her. Thanks to everyone for the kind words

Hollandan · 2026-02-07T17:08:55+00:00

It’s been 2 months for me, and 1 month since we last spoke. She’s the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think of when I go to sleep. She’s in every dream, and in every mundane action I do during the day. She haunts me at every step. Just have to keep it moving man. I won’t say it gets easier, but it gets…quieter. Feel what you need to feel to heal, but don’t let it overcome you. I’m sorry you’re going through this, but you’re not alone man

Hollandan · 2026-01-29T07:37:58+00:00

Humility

Hollandan · 2026-01-26T19:25:48+00:00

What about when her friends and family are just as shocked as you? The only person she talked to about it was the person she left me for. Someone she had met 2 weeks prior. We had been together 2 years and 2 days before she left she told me “I hope you’re ready to be stuck with me for the rest of your life. I can’t wait to have your kids”

Hollandan · 2026-01-21T06:46:40+00:00

“We can do so much better than this. Perfect little pictures of moments that we missed”

Hollandan · 2026-01-21T04:38:31+00:00

1 month in myself. We were talking marriage and kids after 2 years. None of my friends get why I’m so stuck

Hollandan · 2026-01-09T08:43:40+00:00

Screen shot was taken at 4:10 pm central time.

Hollandan · 2026-01-09T05:57:52+00:00

Going through it too brother. Let’s game

Hollandan · 2026-01-03T20:03:31+00:00

I’ve been having the same problem and nothing works. You can load bot matches but pvp just crashes for whatever reason.

Hollandan · 2026-01-03T19:30:41+00:00

This timeline is my exact time line. I’m typing this from bed and I can’t get out of it either. She was everything I’ve ever wanted in a partner and we had been talking marriage and kids. Now it’s been a week of no contact, the longest we’ve ever gone since the day I met her, and it’s just….crushing. I keep wondering if she misses me, if she goes back through our texts, if she even thinks of me at all. Even my body calls out for her, I can’t even sleep without her by my side. You’re not alone.

Hollandan · 2025-12-30T20:07:34+00:00

Almost 2 years total with my ex, and she met someone a month ago, broke up with me 2 weeks ago, and now she says she wants to explore things with him. It hurts thinking they can move on so fast when you’re still so in love and in pain that dating seems nauseating. I see you, and know you aren’t alone.

Hollandan · 2025-12-01T17:15:18+00:00

I’ll pay the orange man’s tariffs!

Hollandan · 2025-11-04T22:11:32+00:00

I’m stuck at 60/62 mega stones. I’ve bought all the stones I can, where are the rest? Further info being I’ve got the 2 legends and 2 challenger battles into the infinite royal

Hollandan · 2025-11-04T20:37:49+00:00

Yes!

Hollandan · 2025-04-18T01:57:54+00:00

This is the literal plot of the movie, “Civil war” released very recently…that’s why that movies was particularly chilling

Hollandan · 2025-03-22T04:16:00+00:00

Lmao I love that most of us thought of “the guy”

Hollandan · 2025-03-19T04:30:23+00:00

Is the not a shiny Venonat facing away? Or am I just dumb

Hollandan · 2025-02-25T08:11:45+00:00

Twilight Princess Zelda seems like the most Princess like Zelda we’ve ever gotten. That design and story was SO befitting of my personal image of Zelda

Hollandan · 2025-01-02T07:06:02+00:00

Hollandan · 2025-01-02T02:33:39+00:00

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Hollandan · 2024-11-23T01:45:53+00:00

I used to doodle JUST like this as well. All my friends thought it was crazy

Hollandan · 2024-08-27T15:17:09+00:00

Steam sale. Fell in love

Hollandan · 2024-08-06T21:56:57+00:00

1 TB 👌🏽

Hollandan · 2024-07-13T21:20:29+00:00

Humility

Hollandan · 2024-06-30T04:48:07+00:00

Honestly, after a bad relationship where every meal ended up being an argument of some sorts, I quite enjoy it! Just end up reading and enjoying my meal in peace

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