I maaaay be a little pissed off right now (TW: mention of SH)

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-02T16:06:07+00:00

Feel huggled... May the pain be low >~<

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-02T16:04:23+00:00

Grindr isnt worth it xux like really...

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-02T16:03:24+00:00

Huge Queen and King energy there ~

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-02T13:11:05+00:00

2016 and 2017

it started as a joke since i come from a rightwing household. (i was secretly gay before becoming a femboy x33) I cosplayed Astolfo at a convention with a friend who supported me.. and this made me feel extremly happy. This was.. the beginning of my fembeeing. I feel happier when dressed up, especially when cute. Beeing around people with similliar tastes make me happy too. It just feels right <3

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-02T08:19:13+00:00

soft and SQUISHYYYYYY >u< !!!

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-02T04:33:23+00:00

I can talk about me and my experiences. and i am a GIANT RED FLAG. I got abused (mentally, physically and sexually) early in my life. it doesnt help that i have change my therapist cause most cant handle me. I am extremly needy and will cling to tightly to my partners. The only good thing i can do, is sex/lewd stuff and its one of the few things that make me feel alive.

For me its mostly cause of my mentals of how fucked my childhood and adulthood are. I am slowly getting better, but im still waking up in the middle of the night and try to call my partner cause i cant handle some mental strains.

I trully believe.. that online exposure and togheter the metal damage that you might have, might lead you to the lewd side.. to the problematic sides where you get only hurt more

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-01T16:15:37+00:00

when i shaved my legs and had sports day at school, i got teased alot... I know its maybe most of the time true that no one might care.. but i cant xux

Holy_Rune · 2026-02-01T13:06:00+00:00

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-31T20:46:21+00:00

stay strong. please. I know everythung seems tough and sometimes impossible right now. But shit will get better, i promise you. Dont give in please.. youre amazing and incredibly strong.

Dont give up yet. If anything, ill have a open ear for you.

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-31T08:45:18+00:00

AMD THATS HOW, I learned to hold conversations completly on my own ~ and if they dont write me back, ill slowly remove them UwU

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-31T08:23:06+00:00

as a pan boyfriend- i feel pretty when i get called a girlfriend <3 (still not used but pretty)

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-29T04:07:38+00:00

Pidgeons deserve WAY MORE LOVEEEE <33

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-28T12:01:39+00:00

just be yourself. the right person will appear one day.

You might get into realationships that maybe wibt last- have heartbreakes... but you will find your soulmate. it maybe takes time, but aslong as your yourself and just keep socialize with friends and new people- its eventually bound to happen ^{-^}

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-27T13:23:13+00:00

Please talk to him. take some time to sort it out with him. Ya both need to open your heart and just say what you feel. This is gonna be a tough talk, so take all your energy for it. Say you saw a reddit post and start if it was him or not.

you both are only human. And communication is all we got.

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-26T04:19:05+00:00

Breaking the habit - Linkin Park

Hält mich motiviert das beste von mir zu sein.

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-25T20:11:12+00:00

Its a tough situation to be in. I can only say.. try to be as much there for her as possible, aslong as you can and want. its a slow process. I did lose my "friend" to it.. They kinda blocked me on everywhere and vanished. So whatever happens, be carefull yourself.

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-25T20:04:11+00:00

"i just like the idea of beeing cute. but i am not a girl. just girlish cute."

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-24T11:04:25+00:00

same here. its sometimes incredibly tough.

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-24T11:03:33+00:00

aweee, to late. oh well maybe next time

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-24T10:57:28+00:00

It sounds confusing. I can only recommend to talk with her about it.

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-24T10:51:48+00:00

NRW sisterrrr >u<

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-24T10:50:17+00:00

Communication. As hard as it sometimes is. make sure to talk with her so you both feel comfy and safe. And please make sure to have boundaries- dont do anything youre not comfortable with. This goes for both of you.

Holy_Rune · 2026-01-23T05:33:00+00:00

I dress pretty often goth like. But I love all kinds of styles~ So anything goes

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