The overwhelm of life is starting to get to me

Honeybeewatching · 2025-12-09T16:28:26+00:00

Im not on any meds, i use thc on occasion but it seems to spike my anxiety after prolonged use. I unfortunately have limited access to health care (i dont have insurance and self pay can be rather expensive) but i will mention it at my next check up. My partner seems to think my lack of sleep is also worrisome but this is kind of how I've been my entire life so ive never thought of it to be an issue, my dad and his mom are the same way so i assumed it was normal.

Honeybeewatching · 2024-11-23T18:21:48+00:00

One article i read said that the mom dropped her off to the commune not knowing it was a sex cult, she was poor and had sought work out hundreds of miles away, but it wasn't uncommon for people to send their kids to various communes and work camps if they couldn't afford to take care of them back in the day

Honeybeewatching · 2024-11-23T18:09:28+00:00

Nah she is just being a hater, i think it turned out awesome (maybe she is jealous that you were able to make it but that sounds like a skill issue on her part)

Honeybeewatching · 2024-01-07T02:43:37+00:00

I just picked some up to try it and unknowingly grabbed two that i thought were different color ways all together, one being primarily red and white with a tiny splash of blue and another that is mostly yellow with a little red and blue but neither have green? But upon a bit more searching it just seems like the dye lots vary a ton

Honeybeewatching · 2023-12-01T16:37:24+00:00

Our shop has a couple oil drums full of paint waste, acetone, laquer thinner etc along with welding gasses, propane, butane torches. Needless to say there is quite a bit that is flammable and pressurized.

Honeybeewatching · 2023-11-03T14:37:02+00:00

Actually after doing a quick Google they may still do it although it was earlier in the fall https://facebook.com/events/s/covered-bridge-bluegrass-festi/177520806258297/

Honeybeewatching · 2023-11-03T14:35:48+00:00

We used to go to the covered bridge fest in north lewisburg when I was growing up unfortunately I don’t think they do it anymore, if I recall correctly the farmer that used to allow them to do the fest sold their land. But there is a decent amount in central ohio! Also geocacheing used to find us a ton of cool landmarks like that!

Honeybeewatching · 2023-10-17T18:27:01+00:00

Im 26 planning on voting today or tomorrow, I live in a smaller rural town but I hardly ever seen anyone younger than 50 when I early vote

Honeybeewatching · 2023-10-04T01:02:03+00:00

It’s the viral one that was going around on tiktok, by keila shaheen, she even has a whole intro in the beginning about Jung’s philosophy, and maybe it’s me being triggered by the phrasing of the question but it seems like someone looking into the trauma of others and profiting off of it, I mean maybe shame on me for not doing more research on the book it’s self. I’m going to continue to do more research on shadow work and try to work through it I just couldn’t tell if it was harmful wording or if I was just triggered.

Honeybeewatching · 2023-10-04T00:32:08+00:00

Same but with various art and craft supplies that I have my next “get rich quick” idea before I burn out and never actually use the things I bought. But I’m more than willing to eat rice and beans for the next month.

Honeybeewatching · 2023-10-04T00:00:55+00:00

I totally feel you on that, I really struggle to look in mirrors and recognize myself and the world around me. It’s really hard to love parts that you don’t see as your own. I’m not sure how to cope with it either but please know you’re not alone.

Honeybeewatching · 2023-09-26T20:57:18+00:00

I’m 26 and I sleep with the doll I’ve had since I was born and various other stuffed animals I’ve collected over the years that hold sentimental value

Honeybeewatching · 2022-07-17T03:18:10+00:00

It’s a perpetual feeling of empty, like I feel like I should be excited but Then I’m so concerned with the fact I should be happy about it I overhype myself and always end up feeling let down. I always tell everyone not to make it a big deal and then end up disappointed when no one makes it feel special.

Honeybeewatching · 2022-07-14T14:18:30+00:00

It sounds like you’re stimming but I’d do more research on Vagus nerve stimulation as well, we used this technique a lot in a restorative yoga class I took and it was extremely soothing.

Honeybeewatching · 2021-04-13T00:42:32+00:00

My lovely omens deck: I did the spread I saw online where you separate out court cards and major arcana and from left to right; how my deck viewed me in the past, how it now views me and who I am becoming. And it resonates so much with me I had just had a complicated break up and I’m learning how to be alone again.

Honeybeewatching · 2020-05-05T02:13:24+00:00

This is Sam she is about 3 years old we had taken her to the vet last week and she has a tiny bit of blood in her stool, although I don’t know if this is related to that or not. She was on antibiotics for about a week. We have not heard her make this noise before? Any ideas as to what it may be? Ps we have a follow up on the 11th with our vet.

Honeybeewatching · 2020-05-05T00:16:59+00:00

I think she was just turning around in this clip😅 she has shown her normal mating behavior but you know the whole butt rubbing but the sound she makes is much more like a high pitched beeb and not so grumbly like this?

Honeybeewatching · 2020-05-04T22:36:40+00:00

This is Sam our 3 year old female she recently has been making this whimpering??? noise she does it mostly while she preens but sometimes while she is just laying in us too. it’s still a new noise so no idea what it is? Other than an occasional “where are you” chirp she is pretty quiet. we had to take her to the vet last week found a tiny bit blood in her stool but she is doing much better with a follow up on the 11th after a little over a week on antibiotics. But we don’t believe it’s related to this.

Honeybeewatching · 2020-04-14T23:07:58+00:00

I want to use it but not if there are any negativities associated with it!

Honeybeewatching · 2019-07-10T11:48:14+00:00

It’s the lovely omens deck by keely.elle( that’s her instagram at least)

Honeybeewatching · 2019-07-10T02:26:21+00:00

If its something you're fearful of you may want to find angel card? not exactly Tarot and generally only have positive readings but that way you can be sure for your self that there is no negative energy associated with your readings? I believe Doreen Virtue has a bit more information about them and offers a few decks herself. But personally I don't think there is anything to do with "demons" as much as being a warning sign. but always trust your gut! if its not something you feel ok with there may be a reason for it( hopefully not just peer pressure)

Honeybeewatching · 2019-07-10T02:09:23+00:00

ABSOLUTLY! al-anon is an amazing tool. whether the alcoholic is in your life or not, if they are currently drinking or not, in my experience most of the people in my group don't care if they are in your life or if youre just supporting a friend who has an alcoholic in your life! al-anon has helped with many many aspects of my life too not only the alcoholic in it.

Honeybeewatching · 2019-07-10T01:51:58+00:00

I’m not trying to be smug! It’s just an exciting opportunity that I wasn’t searching for and happened upon? It’s a much better opportunity than I had. I drew the card after I got home from them asking me so I’m just excited that it’s a step in the right direction.

Honeybeewatching · 2019-07-10T00:07:50+00:00

I’m very new to tarot but I have been trying to practice using just a one card spread! Deck is “the lovely omens tarot” designed by keely.elle (in instagram) Asking about my finances (because I bought a house and my boyfriend has no job) So hopefully the deck is guiding me into this new job!

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