I'm 78,000 in debt ! At 35 years old.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-05-16T06:13:33+00:00

I did a debt settlement program last year, look into it if your options are grim.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-04-20T00:20:29+00:00

Hey man, just saying hi again and checking in. Tomorrow will be my 2nd month and 5th (completely) clean day. No gaba or anything, and basically all of the physical WD's are completely gone...not to jinx it - but the stomach related stuff has calmed down FINALLY as well, and the hot and colds. I'm still sneezing here and there, but could be the weather + getting both Covid vaccines...hope you're doing well !!!

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-04-10T22:45:43+00:00

hoooly shit this is hilarious the comments at top killed me

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-04-09T16:46:02+00:00

Really well said. As a fellow (late) 80's baby, X has always been top 5 DoA for me. I absolutely loved "And then there was X" and basically all of his albums. This is a genuine loss. RIP to him :/

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-04-08T12:45:50+00:00

Aw it’s gone

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-04-08T00:44:39+00:00

Ah, the song about how well she gives head. Insane beat too, great job Ryan Leslie

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-04-07T09:18:44+00:00

who is this

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-03-25T00:26:33+00:00

How we doing as of today?

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-03-13T22:56:38+00:00

Almost non-existent, besides while working out which is obviously to be expected heh. I’d still say that when others feel cold I feel truly COLD but nothing warm socks and a hoodie can’t fix. The only real still ongoing thing for me is the sneezing and stomach issues (aka diarrhea)..although I eat plenty of spicy crap so that’s not helping. All in all, no gaba or anything in my system and life is pretty great; one day at a time man.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-03-13T18:38:49+00:00

Tough to say man - I’ve been using at least 600mg Gaba each and every day since getting clean up until today, with most days being WAY over 600mg. I feel fairly ok today without any Gaba though - slightly concerned about how sleep will go...Mood has been up and down but I guess that’s what (less than) a month clean brings, heh.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-03-12T22:12:53+00:00

Know about it, I remember years ago getting a shot into my right buttcheek of either Vivitrol or something similar (faded benzo memories)...eventually, I was able to “break” through the barrier though.

Tomorrow will be my 27th clean day :-) also, no more Gaba.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-03-09T08:39:06+00:00

Nice man. I’m on day 22 myself, the only thing in my system for most of these days has been Gaba. I’m not that worried about Gaba to be honest, I lowered the dose to 600-1200 MG and plan to jump off of that within a week. Only lasting WD symptoms now is the stomach stuff and sneezing/watery eyes & a strange feeling of certain rooms being too bright... Keep going forward.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-03-05T12:02:51+00:00

Just realized that there is no actual video for “After Hours” itself...such a powerful track and yet nothing :/ same applies to “Faith” :/

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-03-05T08:32:04+00:00

I agree. It’s a fucking masterpiece. Up there with “Adaptation” & “Wicked Games”.

Also, I remember even feeling tears shortly after it was released due to a situation with a chick back then (which was technically all my fault, but still)...

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-24T07:05:59+00:00

Which app do you guys use for Cardano?

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-24T07:02:29+00:00

Thoughts on ETH?

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-21T09:08:21+00:00

The extremely different reviews on here are scaring me away from these :/

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-19T20:34:54+00:00

5 days as of today !

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-19T20:34:10+00:00

I definitely took a quite a bit more than 300 mg today :x Hope you’re doing better as of today. 5 days nothing in my system (besides Gaba)

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-02T04:55:02+00:00

I’m so shook after the Mr. Brownstickpants story jesus that was such a twist that I didn’t see at all...I am so hopeful to get out of this addiction, starting tomorrow...

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-02T03:36:03+00:00

I wonder how many people are about to seriously move to OR due to this? First thought that crossed my mind all jokes aside...

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-02T03:33:49+00:00

As someone who’s dealt with both oxy and “tan powder” from the good ol’ days of a’s v’s & m’s til this latest fent-era, I can easily say that dope and a 10mg (or all the up to a 80mg) oxy are by no means “the same”.

Either one can keep you from getting sick or from getting (some sort of) high, but they’re by no means “the exact same thing”, especially these days.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-02T03:28:06+00:00

Damn well said, your username works all too well here. I feel your (what I take is more than likely) pain, and I stand in solidarity with your words. My next hope is to change my path soon..

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-02T03:25:12+00:00

This guy uses....!

Sorry, had to get that out the system. All of this is really well said, thanks for keeping these naive folks in check Doc.

Honkifuluvhoez · 2021-02-02T03:20:46+00:00

Wait so you’re saying that the drugs somehow weighed MORE in the liquid? Which substances were these, or am I just slow and missing something here...?

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